By Don Croft <email@example.com>
November 6, 2004
I've been giving thought to your comments re. theosophy and
reincarnation (also extricating myself from the mass depression following
the "election"--I knew immediately when the planes hit the towers
that fascism was REALLYon its way here, so I have had more time than most
of my friends to deal with this knowledge).
I would like to continue this discussion with you. I have
had several personal encounters with Jesus, and when my back is really up
against the wall, he's the one I always scream for help to--that's when
you know what you really believe (and I make "his" lowercase because
he said he calls us friends)-- (but have major problems with Jehovah)--I
also know that I have others around in "spirit" who help me--we
all do, but the level of spirit differs!
Also, I have had one "Light" experience, and do
firmly believe that the foundation of our universe is one of Love and Light
beyond ordinary human comprehension--I have read a bit of modern physics,
and this is confirmed.
As to reincarnation, I have not made up my mind about it.
Yes, in my 20s I did read a lot of theosophical material. I did learn some
interesting info (chakras, etc) but do not really subscribe to their overall
world view. One aftermath of my "abduction" has been to cause
me to question everything--it is clear to me that the concept of reincarnation
has been used to keep the masses asleep and subservient just as much as
Paul's teachings do--
This is to put my former thoughts about death in perspective.
There is something terribly wrong spiritually on this planet,
and obviously something is blocking the reception of the energies of the
true Light here. Behind-the-scenes reptilian control makes the most sense
to me at this point--and my suspicions about the death process are tied
into this. I would dearly love to believe that if I live my life right that
when I die I escape the dark-force control on the lower astral levels and
just soar out to some of the places I visited before this sleep interference
began. But I also know that the spiritual battles I have sometimes fought
are on those lower levels, which are kept strong by the terrible suffering
of so many beings (animal and human--maybe even plants--emotional food for
the reps). Maybe the fact that I am sometimes awake enough to fight means
that I am choosing to do so, and so I am freer than many.
I am not just thinking of myself here, but of the millions
on this planet who are not bad people--they may be asleep, but left alone
they would just live their lives and not hurt others. I don't believe that
most people are awake enough in life to be able to wake up at death. And
(in new context now) this is why I suspect that we humans are recycled to
be used as a never-ending food source.
I have the same reaction to my reincarnation-believing friends
who say "We are here to learn lessons" as I do to the "It's
all good" crew. I get a little hot under the collar and tell them that,
if reincarnation is what it's cracked up to be, we humans have been here
long enough that all of us have had a chance to be on the receiving end
of war, cruelty, oppression--so we've all had the chance to learn those
lessons--so the reincarnation deal is not having the desired effect, obviously,
because we're still at it!
I also think that all the towers going up (some of them, like
the one in Dublin, QUITE WEIRD!) support my suspicions. We are in the
final push for world domination, and control of minds is crucial. And I
think that the interference with my sleep and dreams is indicative of their
work to control us on the astral planes, which is where we go when we die.
If we all (those of us who are basically of good heart, and there are many
of us) just left this Earth plane for good, I don't think that humans would
be as rigidly controlled as we increasingly are. Pathways OUT to the higher
dimensions would also be pathways IN.
I will be very interested to read your response to this--these
are not just theoretical meanderings for me, because I expect MUCH death
on our planet in the near years--much painful death. And also I am not writing
out of fear for myself. Maybe I am trying to get a better understanding
for myself of where the battles are to be fought.
Keep up the Good Fight!
From Don Croft:
I think part of the scam is to make us overly concerned about
death and suffering. That's one of the outgrowths of nihilistic materialism,
One of the reasons I encourage all rational people like yourself
to get busier and busier with gifting is so that you can gain direct knowledge
of your own innate power to change the world. Having an orgonite cloudbuster
is another way, but until the towers are disabled, the CBs don't get very
dramatic short range visual confirmations, so the rain that comes from erecting
one can't easily be connected by the dispirited witness with the CB itself.
An advantage to living with a reputable gifted psychic (Carol)
is that I get firsthand accounts of the dynamics of dying and departed people.
Studying Danion Brinkleys' writing and, more, being around him in a lecture/workshop
is an even more dynamic way to get a genuine glimpse of etheric dynamics
beyond the grave, I believe, because he hates dogma, too, and isn't selling
Everyone Carol's known who has died without having a lot of
attachments to this realm soars into the next realm like an eagle, after
a relatively painless deathbed accounting. I'm sure most of them are PJ
people becuase we're all in that boat, spiritually, until we make that leap
after death and dying isn't a political or social exercise--it's a very
alone process, like birth and spiritual rebirth. I only use the PJ distinction
in my writing as a political/social term, not as a spiritual one. Otherwise
I'd be judging people and that's a NoNo.
This way, I'm just calling attention to the despicable way
PJ folks will not take responsibility for how they're governed and otherwise
regulated by parasites.
See, I don't see the predatory reptiles as any more than parasites
in this world. This view comes from a more detached view than most others
who are aware of the reptiles apparently have. As I see it, anyone who feels
directly threatened by another specie is simply still getting used to the
notion that there are entities in our world who wish to do harm.
Understanding the occult/corporate world order is a pointless
exercise. One may as well try to 'understand' Jeffrey Dahmer or Jack the
Here's where artificial ideologies always break down: because
they're made up in the first place by these cynical mass murdering parasites
occult/corporate world order one will never get a proper perspective from
them on the true dynamics of good and evil. Here's where belief in devils
came from, I think.
I know that it's not possible for me to personally ease your
mind, my friend. The best I can do is to let you know that the things you
which trouble you no longer seem to trouble me. I got here through some
long, hard effort and more than a little suffering. I genuinely hope and
pray that you can 'get it' without having to go through messy processes,
though, and I'm confident that you will, perhaps shortly. The enlightenment
process speeds up for me whenever I can focus more on the welfare of others
than on my own welfare.
This is the practical outgrowth of the principle of 'grace,'
which the Newage Nazis mouth constantly but can't demonstrate or apparently
comprehend because Theosophy and it's ugly child, the Newage movement, only
fosters ego and posturing. Peace of mind is given, not earned. You've already
got personal faith, so why not just ask sincerely for answers? I think you'll
recognize them when they're put in front of you because you're not shackled
by fake ideologies.
The next logical step, after casting off the burden of dogmae
and false doctrines, is to trust one's higher instincts and to use those
weapons of mass discernment: non-judgement, non-belief and non-denial. After
something has passed through the fire of this weaponry and is found to be
viable, we can adopt it as an article of our own personal faith and use
it for fun and profit from then on.
This, to me, is the essence and purpose of 'questioning,'
not the fake kind of questioning which is simply cynicism. We can leave
cynicism to the institutionalized among the PJ folks, like MDs, physicists,
evangelists, gurus, potheads, politicians, etc.
There's a Persian saying, 'As your faith is, so shall your
powers and blessings be. This is the standard.'
The bottom line, for me is that 'enlightenment' only really
comes through our efforts to serve others. The more selfless we can be,
the more we're going to learn. This is what genuinely empowers us, not fancy
meditation techniques or personal charisma.
Gifting, no matter what one's intention is, is pure, selfless
service and lots of people are seeing that this is one good, viable shortcut
I keep in mind that the Catholic priest who essentially gave
his life to ease the suffering of the lepers on Molokai in the early part
of the twentieth century demonstrates the epitomy of service to me. It didn't
matter whether his ideology was adequate or not, whether he was happy or
not, nor did it matter whether he did it in hope of going to heaven; in
fact personal sacrifice, itself, is all that really matters in my view because
the power of example is what moves humanity forward spiritually.
Too bad he didn't have a zapper ;-)
Also, I get that you assume that you can sort out spiritual
problems in your head. It really can only be sorted out in the heart. The
head can come along later and rationally explain what our hearts teach us.
We're trained to see it backward, which is yet another angst endemic in
the stronghold of materialism, America.
Sure, a tapeworm or herpe virus could technically be considered
predators but it's not splitting hairs to say they're just parasites. A
giant tropical centipede is a small predator and it operates in a more blatant
way. Parasites are easier to overcome than predators are. This world order,
including all the reptiles, reptoids, offowrlders and demonic thoughtforms,
are all only parasites, no more threatening than a liver
I found out that, 8 1/2 years ago one can destroy ALL internal
parasites with microcurrent.
Many of us are finding out, now, that we can etherically disable
the macroparasites with a little concerted, specific, intelligent effort,
which is why, I sincerely believe, why these macroparasites have been unable
to commit any mass murder in North America since September 11, 2001.
Disease is more contagious than health. Misery is more contagious
than happiness. The nicer things in life simply have to be earned and that's
in order. What I'm seeing is that there are etheric, benevolent entities
who are reinforcing our efforts to establish happiness, prosperity and health
on our lovely planet and I'm fully confident that when our numbers have
reached critical mass, all of the villains in the world will have been held
accountable, at long last, and we can all enjoy the fruits of freedom and
Maybe critical mass is 1/10th of 1% of the population. Maybe
it's a whole lot less.
To believe that 'the masses' need to get behind any progressive
movement for it to succeed is a myth, also promoted by the mind parasites.
I spent thirty years expecting imminent global catastrophy.
Now, I realize that I was programmed to expect this and that the
occult/corporate order, which turns out doomsday scenarios faster than McDonalds
burgers and sends them out through channelers and letterd by unknown internet
'experts,' has a very strong vested interest in keeping us all in a state
of expectant terror. This is probably the 'food' aspect you mentioned.
Sure, they feed on our terror but, perhaps more significant, terror keeps
us spinning our wheels and 'in the future' more than in the present. Meanwhile,
the threat of a parasitic world order is VERY present ;-) and the calamities
they've inflicted on us, such as amorality, national
socialism, materialism and drug addiction
are far, fare worse than just killing us all. Think about this, okay?
What we're about right now is demonstrating that there's a
viable way out of this maze of depression, deception and exploitation. Again,
get busier with gifting where you live and you'll see exactly what
I'm talking about, then can extrapolate, perhaps, into a more productive
worldview. It absolutely has to start at home.
Also, cancel your cable prescription and destroy the roof
antenna and satellite dish. Stop watching TV. That's the
primary means of keeping people convinced to just leave their PJs on and
Nobody Is Immune from the effects of TV when it's turned on. The secondary
means is drug addiction.
My own religion's writings don't comment on reincarnation
other than to say, 'YOU figure it out!' ;-)
My only mention that there are other, perhaps better explanations
for appreciating the progress of the soul is to get people to stop thinking
in a damn box.
I like Danion's approach the best. He simply says that the
human soul is more vast and complex than we can comprehend, so why try to
force it into linear left brain timeline concepts like reincarnation and
heaven/hell? I personally think those approaches are infantile, just like
the belief in devils.
I look forward to death, but I'm not an ingrate; so I'm thankful
for my life, too. This life is nothing but spiritual lessons, by the way.
Who can't see that?
As long as you're not afraid to die, why not set about healing
the planet as though you're not going to get decapitated in an American
camp next week, murdered along wtih the entire city by aerosol flesh eating
bacteria or melted in a nuclear blast? I'm not being facetious; that's how
I live my own life.
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