By Don Croft <firstname.lastname@example.org>
November 2, 2004
I had an unpleasant experience last night that has happened
a few times before, and wonder if any of your other correspondents have
experienced something similar.
I have to preface this by telling you that ever since the
encounter/"abduction" by greys and reptilian I have little dream
recall. I did have a period a few years ago when I knew I was out of my
body fighting spiritual battles for 3 or 4 nights in a row every month or
so--woke up one morning to find myself trudging wearily back to my body--but
since that time ended, I RARELY remember any dream or travels.
Because I intuitively know that I am getting free and receiving
instruction, etc, from less dense planes while sleeping, this blocking of
my memory does not really alarm me, but I know I will be more effective
on this plane when I do remember. And I suspect that I am far less effective
on the astral planes w/this memory connection blocked. Besides, as I said
to myself when I remembered a missing time episode: "That's MY time--I
want it back!" I feel the same way about having my dream memories blocked:
Those are MY dream memories and MY astral journeys--give it up, dudes!
So last night I was jerked awake at 2:30 (3:30 pre--timechange
and this was the time during reptilian harrassment when I either woke myself
up or had to fight them on the astral)--this is the first forced awakening
that has happened since orgone came into my home--got out of bed and HAD
NO MEMORY OF ANYTHING--I mean my entire memory bank was wiped clean--(it
is difficult to describe such things)--had I panicked, it would have intensified
this block--probably the intent of the whole deal--but I knew to go to the
quiet inner place beyond fear, and my memory clicked back in.
As I said, this has happened at least one other time, but
then my life was so stressful that I had no time to deal with it--just surviving.
I have been thinking a lot about the whole death thing--I
suspect that most people--because most are sleeping--do not get past the
dark-force-controlled 4th and (mostly) 5th dimensions--we just keep on coming
back to be used as slaves and as emotional food--I suspect that when I do
break free of what is clearly to me brain manipulation and become conscious
in my dream state that I will be a formidable adversary--
I think they overdid the blocking a bit, and now that I know
what is going on, also know what to work on. SP
to the rescue...
Keep up the Good Fight,
From Don Croft:
I'm up doing email at 4AM because I often wake up and can't sleep in the
wee hours, as does Carol. If you can manage to think of the ET and CIA interference
with our sleep patterns as parasitic, more than predatory, you might get
a better handle on it, I think. In our case there's a poltergeist in this
old house which we just can't seem to persuade to move on. Carol says that
one murdered her husband here and also was sexually abused by her father
as a kid in this house. I see and hear that one a lot and I'm not even psychic.
This is also a parasitic manifestation, of course, but hasn't affected us
much, thankfully. I guess if we owned this house we'd be more inclined to
deal with her. We haven't even looked for the probable enabler: geopathic
stress line(s) running through the house. Once, Carol got fed up and told
her, 'Go to the saloon!' and she went away for a week or so, presumably
downtown to bother someone else where she used to go drinking.
We're all Pajama People relative to someone else, by the way,
so I reserve using that to a mostly social and political context. It's never
a character judgement when I use the term. Nor do I consider TV addicts
to be a menace. TV and PJs are inextricable as far as I can tell. TV addiction
turns otherwise viable people into spiritual couch potatoes just as efficiently
as pot addiction does.
As far as I can tell, you've already made a lot more progress
than you realize in getting free from those artificial limitations. If you
haven't disabled your implants yet I hope you'll consider getting a Zapchecker
and getting your mate or a friend to help you find them so you can disable
them. I've seen some astonishing metamorphoses take place when gifted folks
like yourself have disabled their implants. I'm guessing you've got around
8 or so if your sleep and dream patterns are that heavily interfered with.
A Succor Punch nearby will likely prevent any more abductions from taking
place, by the way. When the good guys do it, of course, we don't feel resentful,
tired or disoriented. The bad guys are sloppy and clumsy with this stuff.
Generally, we can't be exploited except through our weaknesses.
That point was driven home for us, if you will, when Dr. Steve Smith in
Montana graciously gave Carol and I a tuneup last month on our way to Yellowstone.
She'd been under constant, heavy attack through her neck for a couple of
weeks and we weren't able to to more than give her temporary relief. When
he properly adjusted her neck--he does it the only way that really works:
starts at the feet--the attacks ended instantly. The subluxation in her
neck was quite minor, by the way, but it was enough for the CIA's psi predators
to move in and cause a lot of pain. When I say, CIA, of course, I mean the
entire panoply of human and non-human predators operating in America. The
NSA and CIA are the interface, that's all. The FBI are just street thugs,
by the way.
Also, a lot of people's inner torment comes from ideological
fixations. I know you assume I agree with your assumptions about reincarnation
and the fashionable interpretations of dimensional realities, but in fact
for any phenomenon, due to the layered nature of reality, there are many
rational, empowering explanations if one is willing to abandon prejudice,
belief and denial for the moment and broaden one's intellectual horizons
a bit. Most psychics look no further than the artificial paradigm that Theosophy
offered in the late 1800s, but in fact that mind control protocol is simply
a well-designed, cynical amalgam of some of the more oppressive and titillating
trappings of Hinduism and Buddhism, promoted as 'the alternative' to equally
oppressive, but less fascinating dogmae, which are the add-ons of Judeo
Christianity, such as heaven/hell, filthy clergy and physical resurrection
after death (yuk!). I like to remind folks that some of the more creative
physicists are able to unock hyperdimensional secrets by paying close attentions
to the words of Jesus, which only make up a pamplhet, by the way. Of course,
they also use the Bhagavad Gita, Buddhist traditions and the Qur'an the
same way with equal rewards.
Most of the Niburu claims are contrived, we believe, though
there's some pretty good psychic and empirical evidence that a planetary
body was very, very close to the earth last summer, which is perhaps why
the moon's orbit was so erratic then, and that we narrowly missed a massive
reptilian invasion from there.
Just as the Russians and Chinese troops are apparently
in the US, Canada and Mexico by the millions now, by invitation
of the Homeland Security Abomination, Carol and I believe that any invasion
of non-human species is also only possible by invitation of the occult/corporate
world order. I might really be sticking my neck out here, but this is just
our subjective impression, after all. I honestly believe that if thousands
of us had not built chembusters and disabled many, many thousands of death
towers you and I wouldn't be having this discussion because we'd be in mass
Notice the way 'Niburu' is being sold as a benevolent planet
while in the same breath these evangelists are telling us that humans are
nothing but a bioengeneered slave race, a step removed from great apes and
grossly inferior to the reptilians? This schizoid programming is a tried
and true, but tired ploy of both the British and American mind control schools.
Breaking free of this programmed schizophrenia is particularly empowering,
I don't honestly know of anyone besides Carol and I who have
encountered friendly reptilians. I don't think the friendly ones want to
be discovered, in fact. When we first met them in Florida and Georgia we
were quite shocked, especially Carol, who's telepathic. After we got over
the shock we developed a sort of working relationship with them, though.
They showed up right before we made our first orgonite cloudbuster in Feb.
A couple of months later, when we were staying in the Florida
Keys across the road from a dolphin research facility, we connected with
a couple of dolphins telepathically. I can tell you that the hive mind of
the nice reptilians was pleasant but nothing I've encountered can touch
the metaphysical/spiritual grandeur of what we got from those dolphins.
It's funny, but Carol and Linda are going to Costa Rica to be with some
dolphins for a couple of weeks next month and Carol got contacted by one
of those Florida dolphins a few nights ago.
What they have is way beyond hive mind; it's a dynamic unity
that may be the example we may aim for. There are several reputable people
who are communicating with the cetaceans now, by the way. I hope people
realize that none of these folks are parroting the sickening, tired protocols
of Theosophy, by the way. We all really do deserve better than that now.
The reptilians we encountered ever since leaving Florida have
been predatory. The predators are quite territorial, apparently. I haven't
seen these reptiles as distinctly as I saw the clumsy human forms of the
friendly ones, but I've seen the predators' silver saucers and their shadowy
forms in 3D often enough and Carol sees them as they are. I've seen the
all-black eyeballs, though, and often closely sensed them otherwise. It
was obviously the nice ones' intense curiosity, bolstered by an ability
to know something of future trends, that brought their ship to land in the
bush near our RV campsite then. Carol was quite unsettled when she saw the
ship landing. I didn't see it, but I knew to trust her impressions.
When we arrived in the Pacific Northwest in June, 2001, the
reptilians' and other predatory non-humans' dark lenticulars [clouds used
to conceal alien craft] were everywhere and in fact America, during our
trip from the East Coast, was covered with brown smog, even in the wilderness
areas. The chemtrails, whenever they were seen, quickly spread out to white/gray
out the skies and everyplace was in a drought. The future looked pretty
bleak then, even to us.
In the few months between June and October, which is when
the death towers proliferated all over the world, we had a window of opportunity
to witness what a orgonite cloudbuster can do and in that short period,
during which we also went to Canada and closed a regional reptilian hive
portal, the dark lenticulars were replaced with gorgeous white ones, which
Carol said concealed Lemurian ships. We had the distinct impression that
the reptilians had held the atmosphere of our planet the way parasitic/predatory
Britannia had destroyed global trade in the 1700s by piracy and general
Within a year, of course, most of the chemtrails no longer
whited out the sky because there were thousands of cloudbusters by then.
Even in an area bristling with death towers, the CBs still suppress chemtrails.
When the towers are busted, the chemtrails don't stick at all, though some
persist for a few minutes and even turn into clouds sometimes.
Of course, the Sylphs returned to the earth's amosphere in
droves over the past year and lots of us have seen sylph's clouds immediately
overcoming and 'eating' the chemtrails, even on days when up to 8 spewplanes
are visible at a time.
I got a couple of photos from my friend, Ivo, taken near Abruzzo,
Italy lately. One shows a huge Sylph cloud next to a fresh chemtrail; the
other shows a typical Lemurian lenticular. I'm going to figure out how to
put these in a post becuase they're good examples, well photographed.
All the Lemurians needed was a toehold, apparently, and from
Northeast Washington/North Idaho they extended their territory so that by
December we were seeing them in Namibia during our visit there, even before
the huge reptilian portal there was closed. The Lemurians' old allies apparently
then came in from other parts of the galaxy. Each benevolent race and specie's
lenticulars have distinct characterisitics, but we haven't taken the time
to line that out yet. It's kind of moot, anyway, for now.
This is how history changes, in fact. Nothing is ever initiated
by the will of the masses. Christianity's an example. It was the few early
martyrs in Rome who generated the impetus in that movement during a time
when they were considered despicable by most Romans. Witness how many armchair
religionists proclaim their bravery now. Muhammad. who is descended from
Abraham, and a few followers successfully defended themselves against vindictive
hordes, incited by Jewish poets and merchants to mayhem and slaughter, but
within a generation the Arabs went from burying their baby daughters alive
to granting the right of property ownership and divorce to women, at Muhammad's
behest, for the first time in recorded human history, outside of Africa,
peripheral Asia and the Amerias.
I mentioned Britain's parasitic seizure of territory throughout
the world as mainly a parasitic act and in fact the folks who are persuaded
by the persistent and insistent disinfo sites on the web and by some dark-future
authors that we're all hopeless and helpless can take heart from just witnessing
the now-gorgeous skies, disappearance of smog, abundant rainfall, lessening
violent storms and improved ambience throughout much of the world now.
Sometimes I'm astonished by how widespread this gifting effort
has become. I just heard from a mutual acquaintance about a fellow who works
on computers at one of the national intelligence agencies who has made thousands
of orgonite 'holy handgrenades' but didn't know who Don Croft is and that's
the best news I've heard in awhile, if it's true. I hope it's true. This
very rapid dissemination, sans prostituted media, could only happen, I believe,
with supernormal intervention. Pablo, who has an orgonite forum out of Argentina,
went to a healer a few months ago and found that she was using orgonite
in her clinic. He didn't mention whether our name came up ;-)
If you take into account all of the current slander campaigns
aimed at Carol and I, which do take a toll on our livlihood by the way,
the generative principle operating in the grassroots dissemination of this
empowering, but ridiculously simple technology is pretty awesome.
The death tower network is so full of big urban and regional
holes now that I'm sure the occult/corporate hierarchy knows that martial
law can never be adequately enforced, even if their persisitent terrorizing
plots to commit mass murder, none of which have materialized on American
soil in the past three years, were allowed to reach fruition. I know that
we etheric warriors are not the only ones stopping these plotters, by the
What you're going to find out is that gifting your community
raises awareness and builds confidence and courage in everyone, relative
to his/her capacity and inclination. It's not just about busting towers,
though by turning these death towers into life force generators you're getting
a LOT more bang for your buck than if the towers hadn't been built at all.
That's poetic justice, of course.
'The Grays take the rap for most of the CIA's present and
persistent hyperdimensional molestations, we believe. CIA assets such as
Whitley Steiber will continue to do their best, though,
to reinforce the schizoid mindset of the millions of abduction victims,
of course. I found out that he used to write promotional literature for
the Church of Set [satanic church started by the U.S. Army's
Michael Aquino] before he started calling himself a lifelong, devout Catholic.
See how authors like him reinforce the slave mentality of mind control victims?
See how Sitchin's and Icke's persistent claims about the inherent inferiority
of the human race also do that? I don't see any value in Streiber's writing,
but Sitchin and Icke's writings are chock full of usable information and
I recommend at least a sampling of that. Icke published Credo's six hour
lecture and loads of insightful evidence of the existence of the occult/corporate
world order, for instance, and Sitchin demonstrates the pre-Abrahamic origins
of Jewish metaphysics.
For what it's worth, Carol and I haven't encountered any grays
in over four years [Ed. note: Master dowser Walt Woods has also mentioned
this in his workshops for the past 2 or 3 years. Walt said that the "Grays
are gone" ..Ken]. That was the first time I saw an alien, by the way.
I do personally believe that the CIA had a relationship with them for awhile,
though, along with several other predatory/parasitic visiting 'guest' races
I hope you'll get a reptoid repellent from ethericfire.com
and go out and play with it in crowded places, then you'll get some 3D evidence,
perhaps, of a non-human race which actually is interfacing, right now, with
the human occult/corporate hierarchy as fellow travellers. Reading disinfo
sites on the web is like eating irradiated food: it tastes kind of okay
and looks like food, but it has no nutrients at all. At least Rense and
Bellpepper their shows with relevant guests in order to maintain credibility,
until they eventually blackball them all and sometimes defame their
characters, of course.
I expect that at some point the dwindling number of relevant
guests will take the hint and know that exposure in the prostituted media
is the kiss of death. I think Danion Brinkley is the only guy who has survived
Bell's friendship, but of course he wants to die and otherwise seems to
be entirely immune from the occult/corporate world order's interference.
It's pretty astonishing to be around the fellow in a workshop (it's a lecture,
Also, Credo Muttwa clearly states that the little
grays he encountered during one of his initations as a young man--that
initiation was in Zimbabwe--are reptilians and lived underground.
He said their helmets and dark goggles are mistaken for heads and eyes and
that the reason they're not seen in daylight is that daylight blinds them.
He also notes that there have been friendly reptilians who have interacted
with humans in our very, very long history.
Carol and I saw photographs, by the way, of very fine bas
relief sculptures in a cave, depicting a reptilian emissary paying homage
to a human queen on a throne. These pictures were apparently taken in a
cave in Central America. The guano in the cave allegedly had to be excavated
to reveal the carvings, which would indicate that they're many thousands
of years old. I'm a little reserved about the peripheral details since I
don't personally trust the presenter, but the photos seemed real enough.
Carol and I are encountering more and more people who are
extricating themselves from mind control programs. She never had a history
in those programs, which is probably why it's possible for us to be mates.
She came to the Theosophical paradigm as a full adult, so the artificial
worldview she tried on in order to socialize with other gifted psychics
never deeply rooted and she's capable of hearing me suggest to dogmatized
people that the Theosophical reincarnation and karma explanations aren't
at all satisfying to an inquisitive intellect. Honestly, though, I do annoy
even her sometimes with my iconoclast nature. I probably could take less
pleasure from my karma running over others' dogmae.
When a braindead PJ person assumes that all of these Spier-type
constructs 'just occured to them' it's pretty sad, though. Spontaneity,
like synergy and creative thought, can't be faked, after all. I sincerely
want everyone to just climb up out of this WalMart of ideology that calls
itself enlightened thought. I only know one newager who calls herself a
newager, by the way, and I respect that one. Willi Spier was Hitler's architect
Carol claims that the lying-down 'L' marks that were carved
into six gifters' chests (mine included) with poisoned needles the night
of December 18, 2002, was a comment on my excoriation of 'Love and Light.'
I even signed some of my return email to the loveandlighters, 'Lust and
Darkness, ~Don' , but some of them thought it was a sexual come-on so I
stopped that pretty quick. Humor's only as good as the receiver's perception,
I was sick for a month from the injected poison, even though
I immediately zapped the spot on my arm where they injected it. It must
have been pretty potent stuff because I never got sick at all from the rattlenake
bite I got three months ago after I stuck the zapper on that one.
The poison/marking event inspired us to invent the Powerwand,
though, and we started evening up the score with that thing, I can tell
you. Now we're earning a lot more points than their side is in this game
and we may actually win.
For the first two years of this network's young life, the
newagers, channelers, con artists and pot evangelists who thronged to the
idea of orgonite threatened to flounder this movement. Really, I wanted
more often than not to get out the whip and drive them all away, but I knew
better than that. My reward for being so tolerant ;-) is that now the vanguard
of this grassroot effort are sober, mature people who make intelligent observations
and don't seek a following or undeserved recognition. EW.com is a small
sampling of these people, by the way.
I'm happy to see that the folks like yourself whom I want
to be active in this work don't seem to consider ew.com an exclusive club.
I think several of the posters there are relieved when they don't see me
posting in their threads, in fact ;-) and only a dozen or so actually participate
in the group intel and blasting sessions, which is the other main reason
I finally opted for a private forum.
The most peculiar aspect of this unpaid career is that none
of my detractors are calling me a crackpot or fake scientist, except for
the lettered one who has generated so much support by his incessant diatribes
that he's kind of in a separate class--more of an advertiser, really. When
Rense excoriated orgonite cloudbusters on a few successive national radio
programs, early last year, it nearly doubled our numbers, which is when
the $#!+ really hit the fan in terms of subterfuge and sabotage.
That concerted character assassination campaign started on
the internet almost the instant that Rense stopped mentioning us, by the
way. Otherwise we were on the threshold of entering mainstream awareness
and the CIA, who apparently thought they could use Rense to dissuade folks
from taking this work seriously by scaring them away, realized they were
actually accomplishing the opposite effect for us. Public exposure would
have been premature, I think. I want this grassroot effort to continue to
expand at an organic rate, completely outside the purview of the prostituted
media. When it reaches critical mass (if it ever does--that's certainly
not up to me) we'll have a secure, untouchable position and then 'orgonite'
will quickly become a household word, free of stigma.
Sorry for the length of this response. I knew I had to write
something and your letter was kind of provocative, which is grist for my
mill, so I'm posting this on ew.com and e-y.org without telling who you
Your account is, after all, pretty typical of anyone who is
using orgonite and similar technology to extricate him/herself from a personal
history of mind control. Most of us have done or are doing that, so don't
feel singled out, please. I honestly believe that none of us are entirely
free from mind control as long as we're in this life. I want to show that
it's fun and profitable to disengage from it, though.
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