August 15, 2004
----- Original Message -----
From: "Jason Barnett" <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Sent: Sunday, August 15, 2004 8:42 PM
Subject: Call for Help...
Im sure you are very busy & have almost no time to read emails but I hope
you can help me.
I don't know where else to write to regarding this. I live in
Wellington New Zealand and Ive been "In the Loop" for over 10 years
now and have met no one in our capital city of Wellington in the last 4 years
that I've been here who also knows the big secret, grand conspiracy or "Big
Game" as the whole NWO reptilian thing goes.
I am at the end of my rope so to speak, the ropes becomed frayed
and I dont think I can hang on much longer. I feel like the most alone person
in the country. I recently through meditation have come into full realisation
of my purpose in life and reason for been here, to help other to wake up to
the truth. But am finding it almost impossible to get through to anyone including
friends, family etc. They either think I'm some hippy or conspiracy theorist
of which I'm neither.
I have considered suicide in recent weeks although I know this
is totally stupid, but really I'm so close to giving up on life although I
wouldn't go that far as it would upset my parents too much.. but that's the
only thing stopping me and that feels quite scary. Im basically putting out
a request that maybe you could publish this or a short version of it simply
to request that others in New Zealand, particularly in Wellington city, could
contact me so that I have someone real to talk to and relate to locally, so
I don't feel like its just me and the internet and no one else alive who knows
I read all of Don
and Carol's Adventures and relate to it all so well, but I need to find
real people in this part of the world to meet or I don't know what I will
----- Original Message -----
From: "Editor" <email@example.com>
To: "Jason Barnett" <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Sent: Tuesday, August 17, 2004 10:58 AM
Subject: Re: Call for Help...
You are not alone, it's only an illusion. There are millions of young people
who are in a similar boat and a large percentge of them feel as you do. Occasional
thoughts about suicide are also very common among young people, especially
teenagers. It comes from frustration. The rational mind wants to solve a problem
or find the solutions and being denied that, it makes you want to exit the
Don't try to win people over. Talk to people who are open and will listen,
forget the skeptics. There are many chat groups on the NWO, etc. Go to www.icke.com
and other similar sites for such chat groups. I get mail from people in NZ
who know the score. Join my E-Y chat group and ask if someone in NZ will contact
you. Someone will.
I'll post your letter.
Think positive and get invovled with gifting cell towers and anything that
holds water. When you get active, friends will find you. That's the way the
universe works. Try it and you'll see what I mean.
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