I don't remember anything about how I got there, but I remember sitting in
a small single engine propeller plane (like a sky diving plane), I remember
earlier having received instructions on how to form the "arch" during
"free fall" but that's about it. They had me in some kind of belt
apparatus in a hanger of a sky diving school showing me the position. Back
in the plane the guy tells me to come over to the door and to put my foot
out on the wheel. I remember yelling at him "I DON'T HAVE MY PARACHUTE!"
He then yells in my ear "STAY HERE I'LL GO GET IT." I am standing
at the open door with both of my hands firmly grasping the sides of the plane,
I look back to see what the man is doing. He is up by the pilot on the radio.
He starts to walk back to me and he grabs a parachute from beneath a bungi
spider web that is sticking to the side of the plane. The parachute is two
big squares attached to each other by two seat belt like straps and then there
are many other straps, clips and hooks coming off the two straps as well as
the two squares. I see him coming toward me and he goes to say something in
my ear. I lean back to listen. He says to me "LET GO OF THE PLANE, WE
HAVE TO PUT YOUR PARACHUTE ON." The second I let go of the plane he pushes
me out. I am all disoriented for a few seconds but then get myself into the
"arch". I remember I had no fear as I was falling, I was not afraid.
I remember focusing on the ground, focusing, focusing, focusing, and got prepared
for the impact both mentally and physically. As the ground came closer I envisioned
my legs as "steel springs", and got my body ready. Knees bent, tighten
the butt and thighs, always, always, always keep the knees slightly bent.
It was like a feeling of doing a reverse squat if you will, the only difference
being that instead of having the weight already on your shoulders and then
exploding upwards, you are simply mentally prepared as the weight becomes
your own body weight multiplied times the acceleration rate you are traveling.
I remember hitting the ground with such force I cannot really explain the
feeling, it was just like "BA-BOOM". I hit so hard that afterwards
they told me that I must have "bounced" at least 50 feet in the
This makes sense because I had no fear during the whole thing but I became
scared the second after I hit the ground when I saw how high I was still in
the air. I simply had never "bounced" that high before. Then I hit
and "bounced" for the second time (I had bounced so high the first
time that I could not do my shoulder roll for the landing, I had to "bounce"
again and then do the shoulder roll) and on the second "bounce"
I was disoriented because I never had "bounced" twice before and
I twisted my knee on the landing. I remember it was day time it was cold and
I had landed in a field. I was lost in the tall grass. I said to my self "GET
UP! GET UP YOU SON OF A BITCH." And I managed to stand up and I saw men
running towards me, I tried to walk but I collapsed right there. They come
over to me and Mr. Green starts yelling at me "STAND UP! GET UP! I SAID
STAND UP!" I yell back at him "I'M TRYING" and as hard as I
tried I could not get my legs under me. Some of the men pulled me to my feet
and tried to help me walk, but the whole experience had left me totally exhausted.
I mean I felt like I was drained of every ounce of strength that I could possible
gather together. I begged them telling them "I'm all right, just please
let me rest for a minute."
Finally they laid me down in the field and I passed out. I don't know how
long I was out for but they had to wake me up because it was getting to be
dusk. I could walk now but only with help, they put me in the back seat and
I fell right to sleep. I woke up in front of the dorm again and they helped
me to my room and then put me to bed. I don't remember how long I was asleep
for but it was for a long while.
Then came a night I will not soon forget. It was the same situation
as when they threw me out of the plane. Only this time it was dusk. I remember
a man throwing me out of the plane. I am falling, I don't know where I am,
I can't see the ground. Everything goes black. I flash into "my room"
in my mind I am hurt very badly. My legs are not working, I cannot make it
into the pool. It is hard to breath. Some how I manage to pull my self into
the pool. I am hurt very badly. I reach for the "super top secret green
formula" which is duck tapped to the poster board. If I break it the
healing pool will become one hundred million times more powerful then it already
is. I grab it with almost my last breath and break it open. The pool instantly
turns from yellow to green and starts to bubble violently. Heal, heal, heal,
I tell myself. Everything goes black. I see my body, I am floating upwards
above it. My eyes and mouth are open and expressionless. My back is twisted
like a question mark. "NOOOOO" I scream. Everything is black again.
I hear voices, they are saying "I SAW HIM MOVE" then another voice
says "Don't be ridiculous he is as dead as they come." Then the
first voice again "I'M TELLING YOU I SAW HIM MOVE." All is quiet
and black for a long while.
I open my eyes, every thing is black, but not quite as black as before.
Some light is coming from the sides. Something is on top of me, and it is
very cold. With my left arm I try and move this thing that is on top of me.
I grab it, it is made of plastic. I remember the texture of the plastic as
it has become semi-ridged from the cold temperature. It is a thin plastic
yet it was not fragile. It was made of a dark plastic. They had laid some
kind of body bag on top of me, to cover me. I push it aside with ease. I cannot
move but I am looking up toward the sky. I remember it was a crystal clear
night and the stars looked magnificent. Then I tried to move, I managed to
roll over on to my left side. Then I put my right hand on the ground and tried
to push my self up. AT THAT MOMENT I HEARD AND FELT EVERY BONE IN MY BACK
AND BODY CRACK AND POP LIKE A CHIROPPRACTOR HAD JUST DONE A "TOTAL"
BODY ADJUSTMENT ALL IN ONE SHOT. After the cracking and popping had stopped
I paused for a moment in the position that I was in. That moment seemed to
last forever, and it felt like a "cross roads" in my life. I remember
thinking "GET UP! JUST GET UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT!. STAND UP!" and
I stood up. I was all right, I was somehow all right, I have no idea how or
why but I was all right.
I looked around, it was night.
I was in the middle of a field, just like the one I had jumped into before
during the day. I am standing but my vision is very hazy. It is very difficult
to make out objects. All to my right and up a slight incline is a group of
men. All I can see is their shadows as they are standing in a circle and there
is a lantern in the middle of them. I would estimate 10 to 15 men in all.
I start walking towards the group. In the dark I pass two men walking away
from the group. As I pass them I casually say "What's up" and they
acknowledge me with a similar response. When I get to the group I stand about
a foot and a half behind and in between two men. Like a curious kid I am sticking
my head in trying to listen in. I see Adolph getting his ass chewed out by
another man who I had never seen before. This guy was dressed implacably in
a good suit and overcoat.
He is screaming at the man with Adolph "YOU CALL THIS A DEMONSTRATION!
YOU DRAG ME OUT HERE TO WATCH YOU COMMIT MURDER ON A COLLEGE KID!. ARE YOU
OUT OF YOUR F*CKING MIND?" and he was going on and on. Just at that point
the man directly to my left looks at me. His face turns as white as a ghost.
His mouth is open with a cigarette stuck to his lip. I am looking at him and
I ask "What's going on?" He in turn hits the man to his left. The
man to his left is ignoring him, so he hits him again. Finally he gets his
attention and he turns to the man who is hitting him and says "WHAT"
and the first man points to me. The second man sees me and his face turns
as white as a ghost. The second man then yells to Adolph, and he repeats himself
until he gets his attention. The second man then points to me. Adolph then
turns as white as a ghost. By now every one is looking at me and all conversation
has stopped. Everyone is looking at me so I turn around to see what they are
looking at, but all I can see is darkness. So I turn around and say "What
the f*ck is every body looking at?"
The Adolph comes over to me and grabs
the lantern on his way over. He spins me around to examine my back. He sees
that I am all right and he asks me "What happened" and I say with
all sincerity "I'LL TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED! SOME ASS-HOLE JUST PUSHED
ME OUT OF A F*CKING PLANE." My tone then sobers and I say "I couldn't
see the ground, and I wrecked, I almost didn't make it. At that point the
two men who I had passed in the dark come back to the circle and start yelling
"ALL RIGHT WHO HAS BEEN F*CKING AROUND WITH THE BODY." They then
see me and their mouths drop wide open. Adolph tells me he wants to introduce
me to someone. He brings me over to the well dressed man and like a proud
father introduces me. The man was either a senator or a congressmen, I can't
be for certain but I'm about 90% sure he was a Senator. I was introduced but
I cannot remember his name. It's like on the tip of my tongue, but for the
life of me I just can't remember his name. Anyway, he turns to Adolph and
asks "Was this all part of the demonstration?" and Adolph shakes
his head no. The Senator then said "If I didn't see it with my own eyes
I wouldn't have believed it. NO F*CKING WAY!!!! JESUS CHRIST that was f*cking
unbelievable!!!! I step in and interject and say "I know it's not my
place but do you think we could get some of that night vision shit? I couldn't
see the ground and it almost killed me!" and a chorus of nervous laughter
erupts. The well dressed man puts his arm on my shoulder and says "Anything
you need from me you f*cking got it." My guess is what just happened
was they just got unlimited funding. An open check book, this is when things
As we were packing up to leave, one of the men asks me "Rhino, what
do you want? you name it and you got it." I say "OK. I want an ice
cream." He nervously starts to laugh "you want an ice cream?"
he asks. "Yes, I want an ice cream", and he says "you f*cking
got it". We get in the car and drive back to town, I know it was late
because all the stores were closed. But by god he was going to get me my ice
cream. He ends up by-passing the alarm and breaking into a "Baskin Robins
31 flavors" ice cream store. And he says "what flavor do you want".
I said "chocolate". He got pissed off at this because he could have
gone to the local food store in stead of breaking in, but I said "thank
you" and ate my ice cream, they took me home, and I went to bed.
The "Military" lab
Now at the big lab is when things were different.
This is when the military directly got involved and this is what happened.
First off, the big lab used to be a pretty barren place (it was a huge room
inside some kind of facility). With a few things in there (the squat rack
etc.). BUT NOW, there is all kinds of stuff, a huge water tank, this electronic
punching square, and ALL kinds of electronic shock equipment. It was like
a different place. It was full.
I'm standing there and I hear arguing going on. I see Mr. Green (the man
in the army uniform), he is arguing with the man with the white hair (Adolph,
the German Nazi). From what I could put together it was about who now had
control of this project. The Mr. Green is saying that this is a "Military
matter now" and Adolph is telling him to "GO F*CK HIMSELF",
and that they just cannot come in here and push him out. What ended up happening
I think was the Military "Officially" took over the project at that
point, but as it turns out they needed Adolph because he was the only one
who could control me as he was the one who had done the initial programming
of me (I remember him as far back as age 5 when I lived in Munich with my
family). He knew all of the trigger words, and how my mind was programmed.
As a result of this the Military named him as "the director" of
the project. So, he was involved and still had some power (or at least he
thought he did).
Here is what happened, the Military brings in it's own group of lab doctors.
They were a pack of 5 or 6 men (all men) all wearing these baby blue lab coats.
The head instructor (it was a fair assumption to assume he was the head instructor
by his mannerisms and attitude towards all the others) instructs me to "strip
down to my underwear", I do not move. He yells it at me again "do
it, NOW", again I don't move. He becomes very pissed off and starts ranting
on and on about "what the f*ck is going on around here ..etc..etc.."
Adolph comes over and tells me to "strip," and I immediately do
it. This really pisses of the head lab coat man, and at the same time really
pleases Adolph. As this not only keeps Adolph "in the loop" but
it makes him a very intricate part of the project (the man in the blue lab
coat tried several times to "undo" this part of my programming and
the man with the white hair found out about it and almost killed him).
Anyway, this is what happened next. I remember stripping down to my underwear,
and then I spoke. This shocked everyone because I never spoke unless spoken
to. I said "I have to keep my pledge pin on me at all times, even in
the shower, I must have it on the towel". I was very upset about this.
I was pledging the fraternity Delta Kappa Epsilon and as a pledge you MUST
ALWAYS have your pledge pin on. It was a triangle pin and the three sides
were colored red, blue and gold. Again, the head man in the blue lab coat
starts yelling at the man with the white hair and black leather coat "what
kind of show are you running here, I thought you said he was thoroughly prepared
etc..etc..". Meanwhile one of the other lab guys picks up my cloths and
starts to walk away with them. He gets three or four steps away and like a
tiger I pounce on him. I grab him by his throat with my right hand and rip
my shirt away from him with my left.
All of a sudden 5 or 6 guys leap on the both of us and they pry his neck
from my hand. The man with the white hair immediately jumps in and tells me
to stand up and not to f*cking move. They start arguing again, all of a sudden
one of the men with the white haired man from the original group from the
back yells "HOLD IT" and he walks over, picks up my shirt, takes
the pin off of my shirt and pins it on the elastic band of my underwear. "NOW
ARE YOU HAPPY" he says to me. "NO" I say. Why he asks? "IT'S
NOT RIGHT" I say. "WHAT'S WRONG" he asks. I look down to the
pin on my hip, and I turn it so the gold side is flat on top. "THERE"
I say. "WHAT WAS THAT?" He asks. "IT ALWAYS HAS TO BE SUNNY
SIDE UP!" I answer. "Are you happy now" he asks. "I'M
VERY HAPPY NOW" I answer, as a chorus of laughter erupts as I stood there
and could not move.
They then had me perform some simple strength tests (squeezing things, the
squat rack etc). That was my first visit to the lab with the military doctors
there. I assumed all along that they were military "doctors" (and
I use the term "doctor" very loosely because a "Doctor"
of what these guys were I have no idea).
I could see out of the corner of my eye the conversations that were going
on. From the tones and mannerisms I could tell that the head lab instructor
was the man running the show, the expert in the field. Adolph turned out to
be my "coach" if you will. But it was very apparent that the man
in green was the authority in the room. He would sort of stand off to the
side with Adolph all the time. But when something went wrong or he wanted
something repeated, I could not see him, but I would hear his voice come from
some where in the room. And when he spoke everyone reacted.
What this does for me however, is we can now date this event. I was a pledge
in my fraternity, freshmen year from October of 1988 through February of 1989.
So these events must have happened somewhere in that time frame!
As a lab rat
After that, when I entered the lab, the head man with the baby
blue lab coat was the one I hated, I mean I wanted to kill this guy. He was
about 5'-8" or 5'-9" with wavy brown hair, brown eyes, and thick
brown rimed glasses. He had a medium build and seemed only focused on "the
results". He didn't care how bad the pain was or if I died right there
on the spot. I believe he was a Nazi scientist who did their work in the most
basic and horrific concentration camp type fashion. All he cared about was
the data. This guy was the most inhumanly cruel son of a bitch that I think
ever walked the face of the earth. From the things that he did to me, the
experiments that followed, the impression that I got was that he was so removed
from any emotion or any pity within his work that he basically thought of
me as nothing more than, literally, a piece of shit. With no more regard for
my life then one would give to a lab rat.
Now with the new head man the experiments seemed to
have increased in their viciousness. Now it was back to the table where they
would strap me down and began giving me the shock treatments again. They would
hook me up with electrodes and give me "the juice". Giving me shock
through my genitals, through a needle in my ear. They were on, in, and all
over my body. The man in the blue lab coat instructed me to "to turn
off" all of my nerve endings at the main junction box in the blue room
in my mind. I remember looking at the ceiling and then this sort of tickling
or numbing sensation comes over me. As it continues to increase I start to
"switch". "Hold it back" I am saying to myself "hold
it back!" until finally I just cannot and begin to start screaming as
I am now violently shaking on the table. Everything is black for a while,
but then I see my body. I am floating upward and I see myself with people
all around me and they are trying to restart my heart. Then everything goes
black again and I "flash" into the blue room in my mind.
I am dragging
myself toward the healing pool as I am hurt badly and I struggle over the
short wall and "flop" into the pool. In my mind I close my eyes
and submerge under the green bubbling water and just think "Heal yourself!
Heal yourself!" When I open my eyes again I am back in the lab. Laying
on my back on the table looking up at the ceiling again. I struggle to sit
up and the lab is now empty and I fall back on my back again. I try and swing
my legs over the edge I do and I fall off the table and hit the floor. I try
to get up but my legs cannot support me and I fall to the floor again. "GET
UP" I am saying to my self "GET UP!!! YOU F*CKING SON OF A BITCH,
STAND UP AND WALK", it was like being hit in the head with a base ball
bat when you are extremely drunk. The world is spinning, but somehow your
instinct takes over and all you want to do is get away. I head for the door
as fast as I can. Which turns out to be not very fast as I am trying to walk
but cannot, it was more of a crawl. I make it to the door, and turn down the
hall way, within moments they are all around me. Astonished that I'm first
of all alive and secondly that I have moved at all, like I am even less than
a lab rat, they stand around and start discussing me, as I'm trying to crawl
with every ounce of strength I have. I am collapsed in a ball on the floor
with my face stuck in the crack where the wall meets the floor. And as I hear
them talking I cannot help my self and I start to cry uncontrollably "PLEASE!
PLEASE! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" I beg. And the bastard in the blue lab coat
says "get him back in the lab now!" And they pick me up and bring
me back, and strap me back onto the table. But I don't remember anything after
Another time they put me in a tank of water and sealed the top, to see if
I could breath under water. The first few times I managed to escape before
I drowned to death. But then they finally got a tank that I could not break
and had a sealed top. I remember violently trying to get out but could not.
I drowned and I black out, I see my body again, as I am floating above it
again. This time they are pumping my chest trying to get the water out of
my lungs. I see my face, my eyes and my mouth are open. And again I flash
to the healing pool and flop myself in (at some point I don't know exactly
when I had added a little "handicapped" ramp to the pool so I wouldn't
have as much trouble when I had to enter the pool) but again when I opened
my eyes I am looking at the ceiling again.
I would always try to get up and try to run down the hall and they would
always tackle me before I could escape. The dimensions of how far I was actually
going were very unclear. Very blurry and hazy around the edges. It seemed
to take forever to get anywhere, and they seemed to move much faster than
I could. But each time I got a little further down the hall and I was a little
stronger when I came out of it.
I remember this happening several times. With both the water tank and the
electroshock experiments. The dying and coming back to life. Just like with
airplane to get the funding. Seeing my body and then automatically going right
to the healing pool. And the healing pool would always somehow bring me back.
They were trying to see what I was capable of doing. They were obsessed
with asking me if I could move object with my mind. If I could float in the
air. If I could make objects float in the air. What they were trying to do
was to place a suggestion in my subconscious and then see if I could do it.
See if I really believed that I could do it. Like telling me that I could
breath underwater and then locking me in a tank until I drowned and then revive
me again. Telling me that I could fly, and then push me off a ledge. Things
like that. Here is the limitation as to what I could do and what I couldn't
do as best as I can figure out. You see I had already learned as a child that
humans physically cannot breath under water, and humans physically cannot
fly. I already knew this and it was embedded too far in my thought process
to be removed. So even with their hypnosis and conditioning somewhere deep
down inside me I knew that I could not do these things. So naturally I could
not do them when they asked me to. However what they could do is "fool"
my mind. Telling me things like I had an egg in my hand and to crush it when
in reality it would be a tennis ball or a can of soda. Fooling my mind into
thinking that everything I jumped off of was only as high as a footstool.
Fooling my mind into believing that I could run as fast as a cheetah and be
as agile as a gazelle. Fooling my mind into believing that when I shot a gun
I was a computerized robot that shot with pin point accuracy.
It is more difficult for an adult to learn a foreign language than it is
for a child because the adult mind is already "structured" in may
ways. Adults already seem know the limits of their capabilities and potential,
and most NEVER strive to be anything more that what the parameters of the
society in which they belong to and have grow up in bind to them. Take for
example inner city blacks, most truly believe that they will never escape
the grasp of the ghetto, so most accept this as a fact and don't even try
to escape through some other avenue. Such as trying to do well in high school
and trying somehow to get into college, or by learning a trade or high paying
skill, or by some other "legal" avenue. They simply enter into a
gang where the odds of then being shot and killed is vastly higher that anywhere
else. They do this because they TRULY BELIEVE this is their fate. If you ask
the average 40 or 50 year old adult if they have achieved their goals in life
and what they dreamed of becoming as a child, 95 percent would say "no".
And then you ask them "why not?? What's stopping you?" Most would
give some economic reason or they would say "I'm too old".. or "I
missed my chance!" "WHY CAN'T YOU GO AFTER YOUR DREAM!.. WHO SAYS..
THAT YOU CANNOT DO IT! YOU ARE NEVER TOO OLD AND IT IS NEVER TOO LATE!"
I say and I believe.
Life all boil's down to fear, and whether or not you
really have the courage to find out what you are really made of! That's why
most adults find themselves in a job they really aren't happy with and yet
they don't diverse into anything else, or they stay in an unhappy marriage
for years and years. Why? Because of fear! The fear of being alone, fear of
making changes, fear of taking risks, fear of failing. Earlier I had talked
about how the coaches told me that I wasn't running as fast as the 40 times
indicated, and after a while I started to believe them, and as a result I
unconsciously slowed down. This is what I mean. By the time someone becomes
an adult they have already stated to "slow down". Society has already
set up the parameters of their fate, and they have mentally accepted it. But
as children, none of these restrictive parameters apply. A young mind is like
a damp sponge ready to absorb any information you drop on it. I had already
absorbed the fact that I could not breath under water, and this fact could
not be "undone", therefore when they put me in the tank and sealed
the lid, I drowned. It would however be a very interesting experiment to see
what would happen if you took a child as a baby and raised them in a world
where they did not ever learn the "parameters" of this world. The
restrictions and the laws of physics. How would they turn out? This is basically
what they are doing, with the small oversight that they are doing it with
the youth of America, WITH the written consent of the United States Military/Government.
After each shock episode when I regained consciousness, I would try to escape.
Each time I would get a little farther down the hall, and after each time
I seemed to be a little stronger. One time as men are grabbing me I threw
a few of them off me and Adolph grabs me. I could not break his grasp, and
we fell to the ground. As he is holding me he said "Rhino, it's me, your
safe, Rhino I'm your father!" I specifically remember I said "Your
not my father, my father lives in Connecticut and get your hands off me you
f*cking asshole" and I spit right in his left eye. As we were struggling,
someone stuck me in the ass with a syringe and I blacked out.
One time I remember waking up and now in the lab are several men. I get
off the table and I am standing. They try and force me to the ground. "NO"
I scream and all of a sudden it was like I had the strength of ten men. I
threw those two to the ground and then three more grab me and I am wrestling
with them three more grabbed me. Some around my waist some around my body
and they are trying too get me to the ground. I am freaking out and fighting
back with all my might. I would throw them off me like they were the size
of 5 year olds but like ants they kept swarming on me and no matter how many
I threw off more were always on me. There were at least six guys on me and
they thought I was spent, but I had paused for that exact reason. Then in
one burst I was driving with all my might towards the man in the blue lab
coat. I got to only a few feet away when they wrestled me to the ground and
stuck me in the ass again with the syringe. Just before they stuck me, and
then after but before I blacked out again. I remember the men screaming "hurry
up.. and just stick him anywhere". Then as the drugs disabled me to move
I could still hear them for a minute or two. It was black but I could still
hear then talking and one guy said "Jesus! that was like trying to wrestle
a bull for Christ sake" and the other guy says "I don't know about
a bull but how about a Rhino."
And they all began laughing at me. The next time, as I was coming to they
stuck me within 5 seconds of me opening my eyes they stuck me with the needle
but still I managed to over power three or for guys including throwing Mr.
Green himself into the hallway wall. I got to the hallway and ran for the
door. They tackled me about 20 yards from the door to the outside and then
piled on me until they could administer another shot to me.
One time instead of trying to run down the hall I decided to hide instead.
I managed to place a chair on top of the table and then knock the ceiling
panel out of it's place. I managed to grab hold of the "I" beam
and I pulled my self up and I wrapped my self around some of the supports.
Everything was covered with about an inch of dust, but I didn't care, I held
on in the filth with all I had. I heard the alarm go off and as they could
not find me. Finally, after a long while and when they could not find me,
they reviewed the video tape because the camera was always watching me. On
the film they saw me climbing up into the ceiling and they came and got me.
I began screaming "NO MORE! PLEASE NO MORE" and they hooked me back
up to the electrodes and gave me more juice and more torture.
The next time I awoke there were six guys holding me down already and the
needle was already in my arm. I freaked out like never before and again managed
to get off the table and then the 10 man pile up commenced and they stuck
Finally they got smart and after all their resuscitation efforts failed
they would re-strap me to the table because they knew I would come back sooner
or later. When I awoke and I had these "straps" on me and I was
freaking out. All I remember is the bright ceiling lights and then shadows
would come over me and I would black out again.
I don't know how many times this happened if it was all in the same night
or if it was during different nights. As I became stronger and stronger, finally
I ripped free of the straps. I didn't rip the thick leather straps themselves,
I ripped them off from where they were connected to the table. Then when I
had my left arm free I unbuckled my right and then undid my legs. I was off
the table, the lab is empty except for that son of a bitch in the baby blue
lab coat and his assistant. His back is turned to me and I walk very quietly
over to him. I want to see the look on his face when he sees me free. I walk
up behind him, and when the son of a bitch turns around and sees me all he
says with no change in his facial expression is "What do you want?"
I instantly grab him by his throat with my left hand and with my arm that
is like a "Hydraulic vice" I crush his throat as easily and with
as much effort as it takes to crush an empty beer can. Then I let him go.
He flops around for a while like a fish out of water gasping for air holding
his throat. With in seconds he stops moving. I turn to my right and look at
the lab assistant. He sees me looking at him and drops his clipboard. The
look of fear in his eyes is unforgettable. He has short brown hair, and brown
eyes. He is about 5'-9" with a thin build. I start to walk over to him.
He is backing up as far and as fast as he can go, when he reaches the wall
he looks away from me as he is pressing his body as flat as it can go. He
starts screaming "NO! PLEASE NO" and I grab him by the shirt. He
passes out and I just drop him to the floor as I had nothing against him personally
for he was just the assistant, and I let him live. I head for the door, and
turn right into the hallway. I start running for the outer doors and I am
about half way down the hallway when about six or seven guys leap out of no
where from a connecting hallway and tackle me. I am wrestling with them, I
throw some off and some more jump on the pile. They stick me with the needle
again, and then again, and then again until I am subdued.
When I wake up I am standing in front of the body. The man with the white
hair is yelling at me. I felt like a puppy who had just gone to the bathroom
on the good rug for the first time. "WHAT IS THIS?" he yells. "WHAT
DID YOU DO? LOOK AT WHAT YOU HAVE DONE!" As he was yelling at me I didn't
feel bad about it, and I felt no shame. All I could think about was "Your
next you piece of shit and if I could move I would kill you right here you
f*cking ass-hole". They were controlling my body, but somehow inside
my mind still tried to fight on. Even though I couldn't move my body "Andy"
was still inside somewhere.
The Electric fence
As the electric shock, torture, and the beatings continued,
once I got away. I woke up after seeing my body and "flashing" into
the green healing pool in my mind. I pretended to be injured (like a lame
duck) as I entered into the hallway. The men all came running at first but
then when they saw me crawling they slowed to a walk. When they were almost
on top of me, with one burst of all the energy I had, I exploded into them
knocking a few of them down and I broke free and I was by them. I ran in my
underwear for the door to the outside. I got outside and I began running around
the facility looking for a way out. I knew it was very cold outside because
I could see my breath. It was snowing and there were large patches of snow
already on the ground. As I circled the complex there was a large fence all
around the outside with large metal signs every 15 yards or so with the skull
and cross bones on it and the words "Warning Electric fence". I
was trapped, the fence was in front of me and to my back, as I turned around,
were about 10 men in a semi-circle closing in on me. I back away from the
fence and I am going to try and jump it. Adolph is in the middle of the semi-circle
and yells "Rhino! NO! DON'T DO IT!" But I was not listening as I
was like a cornered animal not thinking just looking for a way out. So I backed
up and ran at the fence.
I hear the man with the white hair yell "NO!
DON'T DO IT!" but I leap for the fence anyway. The only part of my body
that touched the fence was the palms of my hands as I had leaped up and grabbed
the very top of the fence (the top row of barbed wire) and did sort of a flip
over the fence. But that was enough as I was instantly electrocuted. I remember
laying in the snow for a while, with smoke or steam coming off my body and
the smell of burnt hair in the air. I hear behind me the men yelling "F*CK!
WHY DID HE HAVE TO DO THAT", they were actually expressing some grief
that I was dead. I hear them talking and I look ahead of me. There is nothing
but open woods ahead. Something inside me says "GET UP! GET UP YOU F*CKING
SON OF A BITCH AND RUN, GET YOUR ASS UP AND RUN! RUN YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!"
I MANAGED TO GET UP but then I fell right back on my face. The men behind
the fence saw me move and now with new puissance ran around the building and
were heading for the gate. I was not about to wait for them. I managed to
get my self up and I ran with all my might for the woods. I heard them behind
me but not for very long.
The next thing I remember is running on the outer
edges of the campus. I have no idea how I got there, how I knew where I was
going, or how long I was running in my underwear in the snow. All I remember
is running and saying to my self "You can make it! almost home! you can
make it". I remember people were looking at me as I was now running across
the campus. I had land marks, I knew where I was, almost home. I make it back
to the dorm room. I get to the elevator and a bunch of girls are getting on
with me. They start laughing at me and I collapse in the corner of the elevator.
I said "Please! Please just push 4 for me." I manage to get out
at the 4th floor and run for my room. My room is of course all the way at
the end of the hall way. The next to last room located by the one-way fire
door which leads to the stairs. I'm praying that Brian is there and the door
is open. The door handle turns and I literally fall into the room. Brian is
on the phone, as I fall in front of him he says "He's here call me back"
and hangs up the phone.
Brian takes one look at me and grabs the comforter off his bed and wraps
it around me as my skin is bright red and I am shaking violently from the
cold. He gets off my underwear and puts my bathrobe on my shoulders and walks
me to the showers. He puts me in the shower and turns the hot water on. I
can see the steam rising from the hot water but I cannot feel anything on
my skin. "DON'T F*CKING MOVE FROM THAT STALL" he yells at me, and
he leaves. I must have stood in that shower for hours, until finally I got
some feeling back in my skin and my fingers were getting puny. I am still
in some sort of shock as I put my robe on and try and head for my room. When
I get to my door I hear arguing going on inside. I hear Brian yelling "WHAT
THE F*CK DID YOU DO TO HIM" and then I hear Mr. Green's voice answer
"THAT'S NONE OF YOU BUSINESS" and I open the door and see Brian,
Mr. Green, Adolph, and a few other guys all in my room, and I just black out.
I wake up and I am in my bunk bed, I look over the side and Brian is at
the door talking to Mr. Green, he sees me and yells at me to "Go back
to sleep! This is all a bad dream", he then says a more few words to
Mr. Green and closes the door. I am still looking at him and he yells again
"I SAID GO BACK TO F*CKING SLEEP! THIS IS ALL A BAD DREAM!" I fall
asleep and wake up the next morning having had a horrific nightmare. But I
can hardly move as I have a very bad cold. Flu like symptoms but by that night
they were gone again and I felt fine.
Back in the dorm Meanwhile what is happening back in the dorm room and during
school while all this is going on? I remember strange things happening in
my normal life during school. My high school sweet heart "Dawn"
had gone to a different college so I was not that interested in meeting different
girls anyway as I was loyal to her and her alone. But all the girls as well
as most of the people I knew thought I was the biggest ass-hole because I
didn't talk much to anyone. During classes, in the hallways, at parties or
anywhere. The only people I had spoken to were the football players and the
coaches. This was my "world" as far as walking to and from classes
I always had my Walkman on. People made jokes that they thought it was "glued"
to my head.
On the football team, I earned a starting spot on the best team Rochester
had had in their 100 years of having a football team. As suddenly as I had
earned the starting spot, the next week the coaches told me that I was no
longer going to be the starter and I was benched. I go in as to ask why, and
then my coach, coach Marz tells me that there are "other forces at work"
and he has this glazed look in his eyes like he wants to tell me something
but he cannot. Looking back I think they wanted to keep me as quite as possible.
In other words, the last thing they wanted me to do is go off and be a great
football star, with news papers and the media. So I think they went to the
coaches and told them not to play me, to bench me because they could not take
the chance of my face getting on the news.
During parents weekend freshmen year my father came up for the event. During
one of the evenings the school had hired a "Stage Hypnotist" for
a show after dinner. In the main cafeteria they had set up chairs probably
over to 2000 seats. The hypnotist asks for volunteers to be in the show and
he starts picking people out of the audience to come up and be hypnotized.
I am waving my hand like crazy and the guy picks some people who are right
near me and passes me by. I say "f*ck this I'm going up there anyway"
because I really wanted to do this for some reason.
So I join the pack of people that are heading up toward the stage (because
he is selecting about 30 people to go up). I get all the way up to the stage
and sit in one of the fold out chairs they have on stage. He then is about
to start the show when a man in a Green army uniform then comes over to the
side of the stage and tell the stage hypnotist that I cannot participate.
And the guy tells me that I must go back to my seat. I remember being humiliated
as I had to walk all the way back to my seat in front of the crowd. As I was
walking back I start yelling "THEY DON'T WANT ME." I say. During
the whole show I'm very pissed off. After the show I remember going up to
the performer and telling him that "I am a victim of a government hypnosis
mind control experiment and can he help me?" My father is right there
for all of this. The hypnotist then asks me "Who is doing this to you?"
and I point to the two men leaning up against the wall (it's Mr. Green and
the man with the white hair, Adolph), then he did something, either brought
out his watch on a string or said something to me and zap I am under his spell.
I remember introducing my father to both Adolph and Mr. Green, we were right
there in the cafeteria against the wall then they made us follow them into
a more quite place. There I think they made my father forget the whole incident
and made me shut the hell up. To this day when I ask my father about the stage
hypnotist at parents weekend freshmen year he vaguely remembers the event,
being there, but that's it. Nothing about meeting the men against the wall
and nothing about going to a more secure place to erase his memory.
I remember walking back to my room from practice one day and a kid, a skinny
kid (about 180 pounds), comes up to me in front of my dorm room and says "Your
Andy Pero right?" and I say "Yes". Then he says "You live
with Brian XXXXXX from irondiquite right?" and I say "YES".
Then he says "I DON'T KNOW WHO THE HELL YOUR ROOMATE IS BUT I'M BRIAN
XXXXXX FROM IRONDIQUITE!" I say "don't be ridicules you don't look
anything like Brian XXXXXX from Irondiquite." I go inside and tell my
roommate Brian "Hey Brian some kid out in the parking lot says he is
you" and I start laughing. He says what kid, and I point at him through
the window. My roommate runs out the door and goes out to talk to the kid.
I never saw that kid again.
I remember Mrs. Purrizzo and the woman with the black hair coming up to
Rochester several times and wanting me to take her and her friend to a hotel
room. I told her that I could not because I already had a girl friend, and
that it wouldn't be right and because I wouldn't want it done to me. She said
that I was more addictive then pure cocaine, and she is addicted. She must
have me. Again I told her no. Her and her friend came up 3 or 4 times. I let
them buy me dinner once, but that was it. Once after I had shot them down,
they met some of the seniors on the football team out at a local bar and had
made it with them, and I heard about it. They gave me a lot of shit about
it because I must have been crazy because these women were beautiful. So why
did I shoot them down? They kept asking me and I would just tell them that
it was a long story.
One of the most disturbing memories I have about school is I remember people
coming forward to try and help me. I remember a physics professor coming up
to me and talking to me about what the were doing to me. How he had figured
out the jump in Wilson Commons should have for all intents and purposes killed
me. How I was going close to 32 feet sec/sec. And how the military probably
was having me jump off high things and out of planes. And he asked if he was
right. Then he told me not to tell anyone but they were organizing a case
against the government.
What Adolph had done to me was to instructed me that if ANYONE started asking
ANY questions that I would immediately report this back to him with all the
names, and details of the questions and what was said during the whole conversation.
I couldn't control my self. I couldn't NOT tell him, I had no control. So
everyone that tried to help me I turned them in, and ratted them out. I remember
the physics professor disappearing. I remember the dean and a few others trying
to help me, and then I ratted them out as well.
I remember running across campus. As soon as I would see them coming for
me, I would just start running. I would just take off and as I ran in between
people some would yell "RUN ANDY RUN." I remember jumping over things
and off ledges as they chased me. The thing is I would always run home, I
would run home to Brian.
Second semester (after Christmas break and after Hell week in my fraternity)
about mid February Brian starts me on Steroids. He convinces me that it's
the best thing for me and I go along with it without any argument. He is a
steroid guru and starts to explain all the different options I have. I tell
him that I didn't know that much about it, so he tries to explain the different
injection options. Where you can take straight testosterone or what's better
is to take a "cocktail" of different drugs to have maximum effect.
I tell him that I want just the straight testosterone but he gets me the cocktail
anyway. I object but seem to have no choice but to go along with it. Next
he tells me you should "stack" your cycle. What this means is that
along with the injections you should also take an oral steroid as well on
top of you injection. The way he explained it was that the injection was going
to be for "bulk" and the oral was to "cut you up" (to
give your muscles definition at the same time). And of course I go along with
the pills as well as the needle.
A "normal" cycle of steroids consists of taking the drugs for
an eight week cycle. Then if you want to continue you need to take eight weeks
off. And then repeat the cycle. A normal cycle of testosterone consists of
1 cc per week for eight weeks. My cycle consisted of 1 cc the first week,
1 1/2 cc's the second weeK. 2 cc's the third week, 2 1/2 cc's the four week,
3 cc's the 5th and 6th week, then 2 cc's the 7th week and finally 1 cc the
8th wee. The pills were very small and they were pink. The needles were 1
1/2 inches long used for deep muscle injection, what the liquid they were
injecting me with was I have no idea. The little pink pills I didn't think
could do much for me, I was supposed to take two per day, I was taking two
per hour, and then when mine ran out I started stealing Brian's. By the end
of my sixth week my muscles had grown so much and they were so tight that
the needle would not go through my skin. It was like trying to put a needle
into wood, and that was with the muscle in my leg being relaxed. I was also
having severe chest pains. My heart felt like it was going to explode so I
never finished the steroid cycle. The massive steroid doses is just about
the time I was being pushed out of the airplanes. So for some reason Brian
gets on my case about not finishing the steroid cycle. "Dude finish your
cycle! you have got to finish your cycle!. And don't masturbate so much"
he tells me. How would he know what I do, he was never there when I gave my
self the injection or if I masturbated. They must have a camera in my room.
I remember searching the room and finding a camera in the light where they
had been watching me. As soon as I found the camera some men came pounding
on my door and that's all I remember.
I remember Brian and his girlfriend Gwen. The first eight weeks of the second
semester Brian was never there. I had the room to my self. Totally by my self.
The second eight weeks Gwen had moved in. She was always there and let me
tell you this was annoying. Gwen made several passes at me, and I turned her
down every time. After the school year was almost over Brian and Gwen sit
me down and he tells me "Dude, this is going to blow your mind, but we
are not really boyfriend and girlfriend." "What do you mean?"
I ask. "We have been assigned together, and we have been watching you."
"Who has been watching me?" I ask. "The people we work for"
he says. "Which is who" I ask. He says "Dude who do you think
runs the country". "The government" I answer. They both start
laughing, "Dude are you ignorant enough to believe that the country is
really run by the government! The country is really run by special interests
groups, very very powerful groups and they want you to be a part of their
group. They want to bring you into their family!" When I heard that my
head started to spin and I blacked out. After I came around, I went for a
walk. My head was still spinning, I didn't know what to do, when I went back
to my room the man with the white hair was there, I tried to run but he said
the "magic" word and I was helpless to move, and I forgot all about
it for years.
I also remember being in a trial, being on the witness stand. I am talking
but I don't know what is coming out of my mouth. People start screaming at
me as I am talking but I don't know what I am saying. They are yelling "he
is brainwashed". It was the trial of the girl who was killed when they
were chasing me across campus. The next time on the stand a man stands up
all by himself and "whacks" two blocks of wood together. I snap
out of it and the crowd is going crazy. I believed it was the trial of the
girl and they made me say that the girl was killed in the name of "national
security". When the man whacked the blocks together the man with the
white hair quickly gets me off the stand and gets me out of there. That's
all I remember, the man with the two blocks, and people starting to scream
when they heard what was coming out of my mouth.
I think all of my friends as well as the whole campus thought that I was
working for the FBI or something.
The Big tank-
Back at the Big lab the experiments that followed were on
a much higher scale of sophistication compared to when we first started. I
believe that this is about the time they were giving me the massive steroid
injections. One of the first things they did to me was they brought me into
another room. There is this huge tub of water. Approximately 7 feet deep (because
I could not touch) and about 7 feet across (like a huge square). They bring
me up to the platform, and the man with the white hair tells me I'm going
to take a swim. He tells me to strip down to my underwear and then instructs
me that the water is the same temperature as "a nice warm hot bath."
I get in and spend hours splashing around and actually enjoying it. I know
it had to be hours because there were at least 10 people or so watching me
for the first few minutes or so. I'm a "pool hound" to begin with
so naturally I'm hamming it up, splashing around, doing some short laps etc.
Every time I grabbed the side of the tub they got very upset (by they I mean
everyone who was watching me would yell out all at once "DON'T TOUCH
THE SIDE"). OK I said. Why? I ask. "Because we are trying to see
how long you can tread water" they answered. "OK", I answered
and continued to play in the tub, it was like a game to me.
After a while
the people started to filter out, and after a very long while they were all
gone except one guy in the baby blue lab coat. He was sitting all the way
against the back far wall leaning his chair up against the wall. He says to
me "I'll be right back." "Where are you going?" I ask.
"To get a sandwich, I'll be right back and don't you f*cking move."
He leaves and now I am alone. Now minutes seem like hours as I am alone treading
water in this huge steel "can" and I look at my hands and they are
all "pruny" so I say to my self "screw this" and I get
out of the tub. I walk around the lab and nothing interests me, so then I
walk into the hallway. Some one sees me and screams at me "why are you
out of the tub?" and all of a sudden people start running towards me
from everywhere. "I'm bored, can you get me a raft of something"
I ask. Adolph starts half yelling and half laughing at me and I get back in
again. They bring me one of those "kick boards" which you see at
the YMCA during swim class which are in the shape of a tombstone. I ask for
two and a football.
They ask me why and I tell them "so I can sit on the boards and have
a catch with someone." They produce the second kick board within a few
minutes. The football came sometime later (which seemed to be an eternity
to me). It was one of those orange nerf footballs. I specifically remember
this because I was having a catch with one of the men from the man with the
white hair's group. I'm bobbing on the water with the two kicking boards stacked,
and squeezed between my legs as I sit on them. To get more leverage, I would
grab the edge of the tub with my right hand and throw with my left as I am
left handed. After a while I became bored again. So, as a joke, I dunked the
nerf ball in the nice warm bath water and I threw it to the guy I was having
a catch with. He was only ten or fifteen yards away but I threw it as hard
as I could. It was a perfect spiral and I hit him right in the chest. The
thing is, it knocked him right onto his back and the other men who were watching
all began laughing. The laughter continued for a few seconds but then when
he didn't get up the laughter stopped and they all went over to him. He eventually
got up, but the other men basically had to carry him into the hallway. I could
tell that he was going to be all right but he was hurting. That was the end
of the football and the end of my kick boards. I had to tread water for quite
a while longer after that, the atmosphere had gone from very festive to very
The thing is when they finally pulled me out of the tub, my skin was as
red as a ripe tomato, and as they rubbed me down with towels I couldn't feel
them. I couldn't feel anything touching my skin. My penis had shrunk so much
I had to check to make sure it was still there. I believe that the water was
not hot but very cold and they were trying to see how long my body could overcome
hypothermia using only the power of suggestion in the mind. I have no idea
how cold the water actually was, or how long I was actually in the tub but
I can be sure that it was hours.
After they dried me off they made me do jumping jacks and pushups down on
the floor. As I'm doing my pushups I hear a noise over my right shoulder,
one of Adolph's men was picking up the towels they had just dried me off with,
and tripped or slipped on something and I watched him fall in the tub with
my right eye. I heard everybody running behind me. After a few seconds I hear
the man with the white hair yelling at me to get my ass up there. I stop doing
my pushups and hurry up the ladder. When I get to the top, I recognized the
guy in the water, he was one of the more likable guys out of the original
group. When I see it's him, I start laughing my ass off and I said something
stupid like "how's the water" but everyone around me is VERY serious
and they are frantically trying to get the man to grab the end of a broom
handle. This guy was a big and burly guy (over 6'-2" and at least 250
pounds). Yet I watched as he could barley close his hand around the broom
handle. He was fully clothed and was wearing a heavy dark wool overcoat. They
manage to get him over to the edge but there was no foothold or leverage to
pull him in and they could not get him out of the water. They tried several
times, but the man could not move his arms at all to help them.
The man with
the white hair now jumps in and tries to lift him out of the water with one
hand while holding onto the edge with the other to no avail. He yells at me
to jump in. So I do, I try and pull him up as Adolph is doing on the other
side and again this doesn't work. So I did the only thing left. I took a deep
breath and went to the bottom feet first and came up under the guy who had
fell in. With my knees bent and my hands above my head I grab the guy's butt
and push off the bottom with my feet locking my arms above me. By doing this
I managed to throw him far enough out of the water to where they grabbed him
and pulled him out. I repeated this with Adolph, and then just got out myself
just like I was getting out of the deep end of a swimming pool. I stood up
and watched, but as I watched I became very confused as they frantically cut
the man in the over coat's clothing off and they were wrapping him in blankets
as fast as they could get them. His face was expressionless, his eyes were
wide open but didn't move, and his skin was very very pale.
They had some
trouble getting him down the ladder, but they managed and they put him right
onto a stretcher and wheeled him quickly out of the room and into the hallway.
The man with the white hair wrapped a blanket around his shoulders and started
yelling at everyone. This all happened in under two minutes, the man was in
the water for probably about one, maybe less. I just stood there and hoped
he didn't yell at me again (I had already screwed up twice, the football and
getting out of the pool without permission). Everyone starts to pat me on
the back and tells me what a great job I did. But now I was even more confused?
How come he couldn't get out of the pool? Why did his face look like that?
Why is my skin red and his is white? What did I do that was so good? I just
pushed him out of the pool.
Looking back I don't know why I remember this event so clearly. Maybe it
is because it has the least amount of pain, or because it was early on in
my development, or maybe it is because afterwards they made me feel special
for some reason. I don't know, but that's why I believe that the water was
very cold and not the temperature of a luke warm bath.
Make a red dot the size of a half dollar-
One of the very next things they
did was to instruct me in the art of shooting guns. When they brought me from
my dorm room I entered the lab but this time they bring me to a different
part of the lab. To a place I had never been before. This place is like a
long narrow warehouse with the back of the room lined with sand bags about
2/3 of the way up to the ceiling at the far end. I am standing by my self.
There is a group of people standing off to my left. Adolph comes over to me
and turns me to face him. "Listen to me very carefully," he says.
"This is very very important! Do you understand?" he asks. I think
I nodded my head. "We are going to work on your shooting skills today"
he said. "Here is what you are going to do. Look at me and focus. Are
you focused?" he says as his voice raises. "Yes" I say. "When
you shoot, you shoot to kill! Repeat it!" he said. And I repeated it.
"When you see a target, you will envision two round circles each the
size of a half dollar. They are glowing neon red. These two circles are going
to appear on every target. One will be in the middle of the targets forehead
and the other will be right in the upper middle of his chest. WHEN YOU FIRE,
YOU WILL ENVISION IN YOUR MIND, ZOOMING IN TO THESE TARGETS LIKE THE WORLDS
MOST POWERFUL TELEPHOTO LENS. IN YOUR MIND THAT LITTLE RED GLOWING TARGET
WILL BECOME THE SIZE OF A STOP SIGN. NO MATTER HOW FAR AWAY THEY ARE. IT WILL
ALWAYS BE AS EASY TO HIT THE EXACT CENTER OF THE TARGET, JUST AS IF YOU WERE
SHOOTING A STOP SIGN STANDING TWO FEET IN FRONT OF IT. IN YOUR MIND, YOU WILL
ADJUST FOR WIND AND DISTANCE AUTOMATICALLY. WHEN YOU SHOOT YOU WILL NOT THINK,
YOU WILL JUST DO! DO YOU UNDERSTAND! DO YOU UNDERSTAND! DO YOU UNDERSTAND!"
he said. I SAID "YES I UNNDERSTAND".
One of the other lab guys whom I had never talked to before then comes up
from behind me somewhere and he is holding a case. He places the case on this
round wooden table and opens it. There are six different pistols in it. He
asked me to look at him and not the pistols. He then asks me "if I had
ever shot a gun before." I said "once at sleep away camp when I
was little" he asked me if I knew the caliber and I said "yes, it
was a .22 caliber rifle" and I remember hearing laughter, it seemed to
be from all over the room. He then said to "focus your eyes on me, always
your eyes are on me". He then asked me if I had ever shot a pistol before
and I replied "no". He then told me that he was going to instruct
me how to handle a gun, how to load it, how to clean it, how each one is different
and what there different characteristics are, and he went on and on. At the
end he said "you will remember everything I say and it will become like
second nature to you, you will know it like the back of your hand". He
then picked up the first pistol and for the next few hours (I presume it was
hours) he spent showing me all the guns. Taking apart all the guns, and putting
them back together. How to load them. How to clean them. How each one was
different etc..etc.. I specifically remember this because after I did it once,
I knew each gun like the back of my hand. They on the other hand were quite
insistent that I disassemble and then reassemble every gun at LEAST 25 times.
After about three or four "assemblies" I spoke out and said "this
is a waste of time, when can I shoot?" and then like one voice every
one in the room started yelling at me. All basically saying the same thing,
that your gun is your life and that all this is very very very important.
I got the message and said "well, test me".
Someone, I think it was
Mr. Green's voice says "all right, we'll test you smart-ass" and
they made me turn around. I hear them working. When I turn back around all
six guns are disassembled and are in a big pile in the middle of the round
table. The man with the white hair says to me you have exactly something something
minutes to reassemble all the weapons. I really wasn't listening to him. The
moment I had turned around and saw the pile of parts I knew what they wanted
me to do. I was like a kid in a candy store. Excited at the new challenge,
and ready to show them just what I could do, it was all like a game to me.
Me against them and they don't think I can do it. As the man with the white
hair finished speaking the words I really wasn't hearing. He said "ready"
and I look at him and he has a stop watch, to the left of him is Mr. Green
standing there with his arms crossed with this shit eating grin on his face.
I remember thinking to my self "watch this you son of a bitch" and
Adolph says "go." And I rush over to the table. Let me tell you
every piece that I touched I instantly knew EXACTLY what gun it went to, how
it was used, what purpose it served the weapon and how to clean it. I instantly
knew everything and every word the instructor had told me about that piece.
I have no idea how fast I assembled those six pistols. I was so focused
on the task I had no idea about anything else around me. How much time had
gone by, where I was, nothing. I was going very fast and when I finished and
slammed the last pistol to the table and yelled "done". As I looked
up they all had this blank stare and mouth open look to them. Mr. Green says
"do it again" and I did it two more times. Then the man with the
white hair and black leather coat goes behind me and takes apart one of the
guns and holds it in front of me and instructs me to tell in detail what gun
this part goes to and what it is used for. I would then tell every detail
word for word exactly as the instructor in the blue lab coat told me. After
three or four parts Adolph is now strutting around like a proud peacock. He
praised me and made me feel good about myself, and I said with a very cocky
attitude "now can I shoot" as I looked at Mr. Green. Mr. Green breaks
a smile and says "Shit!! Let him shoot".
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