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On Matthew's Veracity & the Latest Message from "God"

Commentary from Ken Adachi <Editor>
August 3, 2007

On Matthew's Veracity & the Latest Message from "God" (Aug. 2, 2007)

Subject: matthew's message aug 1, 2007
From: Hideyuki
Date: Fri, August 3, 2007
To: Editor

Dear Ken,

My name is Hideyuki M. I am a recent reader of your site and have read through many articles on your site. It is in fact your site that introduced me to Have you read the latest message posted on that site? The bulk of the message this time is supposedly from God
himself and it is a very amusing read.

Matthew actually confirms that "Fire the Grid" was a real, legitimate event unlike the article you had posted where you quoted some reader who had speculated that it was possibly a hoax. I thought you might be interested in knowing that.

Also I like to thank you for posting your analysis on the Zeitgeist movie. I too have watched and found the first part regarding Jesus to be a fairly impressive presentation. On retrospect, I was a little confused because it not only contradicts the conventional view of Jesus, but yet another alternative theory that has been posed by books such as the DaVinci Code where it had theorized that Jesus in fact was never crucified and resurrected. According to the message that I linked above, God himself confirms this to be true. It's just one of many explosive statements he makes in this message. I hope that gives people incentive to read the message in its entirety whether you want to believe it or not.

I just felt the message would be worthwhile to be posted on your website although I realize most people would simply find it incredulous that God has really spoken. To be fair, it's not the first time that the word of God has been written down so it's certainly not impossible that this is a genuine message from God. Personally I like to believe it's true because not only do I believe in pretty much everything that is said, it also makes a ton of sense. I just feel that people should make a fair attempt at reading the whole message. Maybe you can agree.


Hideyuki M.


Hello Hideyuki,

Thanks for your note. I appreciate your input.

I did read the most recent message from Matthew and I'm afraid that it's time to express my long held concerns about the accuracy and integrity of the Matthew messages.

I've been holding on to this information for almost three years and felt it was better to wait before rushing to judgment. My doubts began to take root almost 3 years ago, but I felt that the Matthew postings -overall- provided a sense of hope and optimism which did much more good than harm, so I continued to post them. I found myself agreeing with most of the info on his messages, as the majority seemed to gel with my perceptions, however, from time to time, I would read something from Matthew that I did not think was accurate or true.

What especially bothered me was the fact that he embraced some concepts that I'm convinced are Illuminati deceptions. The fact that Matthew embraced the NESARA info as promoted by "Dove" sent up a big red flag for me. Another red flag went up when he was promoting the use of mono atomic gold. That one flabbergasted me. Since you mentioned 'Fire the Grid', you already know what I had to say about it and yet Matthew endorsed that one too. There are other instances, but I'll save them for another note.

One of my biggest concerns up to now was that I did not wish to offend Suzie Ward, Matthew's mother. I think she's a completely honest and sincere woman and wouldn't intentionally engage in disinformation. However, I am now more convinced than ever that the Matthew info is fraudulent and I can no longer endorse these messages or post them on my site because I'm afraid that there's disinformation mingled in among the honest info and I'm not going to help carry water for the other side, no way.

When I asked Carol Croft almost 3 years ago to give me her opinion of the Matthew info, she said it was not legit. She dismissed it immediately as yet another New Age disinfo con job. She did say that the mother was unaware of the deception. That surprised me, but I've come to respect what Carol Croft has to say because she can travel in the astral plane, at will, and I can't. She can take a peek in places where I can't see. I can only depend on my intelligence and inner intuitive feelings to weigh information presented to me and to make judgments upon. I do the best I can, but I make no pretense about being infallible or error free about anything.

This latest Matthew posting (see bottom off this page) with its message from "God" is the straw that broke the camel's back as far as I'm concerned.

I would not accept one word of this "message" as being anything remotely close to the truth. It's crap from top to bottom. Rather than a message from "God", I think it's far more likely a message from a CIA satellite.

This "explanation" from 'God' fits PERFECTLY with the goals of Project Blue Beam. The Illuminati have been using a lot of shills of late to promote the idea that Jesus Christ was much less a spiritual teacher than a Hugh Hefner style character. You have Illuminatus con artist like Sir Lawrence Gardner trying to convince us that Christ never died on the cross (so of course, that means that Christ could not have experienced a Resurrection either-therefore, Christ is just an "ordinary" man-get it?). Gardner's novels tell us that Christ escaped to France where he made round--the-clock whoopee with Mary Magdalene, a whore, and then sired a boatload of kids that wind up becoming the immediate ancestors of France's Black nobility Merovingians. Right! I have no problem swallowing that! Who would?

So when I read this "message from God", I told myself: 'Holy Cow', it might as well be authored by Sir Lawrence himself, as it seamlessly mirrors the garbage Gardner tries to push in his books or that of another shill, Dan Brown with the Da Vinci Code.

There you have it. There are no sacred cows in my barn. If I think it's deception, then I'm going to call it deception, and I don't care whose name is attached to it. As Matthew himself has often advised: "trust your inner voice".

That's exactly what I'm doing.

Sincerely, Ken


Update on 'Messages from Matthew' (Oct. 24, 2009)


Subject: the fire the grid info
From: Jaclyne
Date: Fri, August 3, 2007 6:59 pm
To: Editor

Hey, wish I would have found this info earlier. As I was getting flags that something was up with that. and I noted that the numbers didn't add up.

I personally feel money can be used for higher integral work. And we do live in a world that is run by money. They have taken over and instilled this everywhere. So we need to stop pushing it away and start being open to the One source supporting us to make a difference with it. I am a single mom who once lived in a cabin in the woods, homebirth two of my 4 children, harvested herbs, grew and gathered food. I know how to live without Money. But the challenge is living with it and maintaining our integrity. You don't have a lot of time in the day left over for all your other work if you have to survive. Spiritual knowledge is spiritual knowledge. It is held in the land and can be tuned into at any time, by anyone who is open to receiving it. But some are so lost they need the support. Sure Convo with God is basic knowledge, but many people are so shut down they need a seed to crack open the darkness that has kept them down. If I could write a book and sell it I would. What would the difference be if it is labeled spiritual or not. I still have to eat and feed my kids. No I don't need a mansion. I agree with that. But we have to turn money into something that can be used for a positive influence on the planet.



Subject: Aug. 1st God Message
From: Lalu P
Date: Sat, August 4, 2007 2:09 am
To:   Editor

Dear Ken

I was just about turn off lap top to go to bed and decided to go to your site. find e-mail corespondace about Maathew-message from God after almost year later. I'm surprised to read your opnion about this messge and your dout about it, plus you indicate it's CIA Illuminati work. My dear friend no need to cnclude if we are not sure of it. for your knowledge and information allow me to give couplle points to help you to help 1.8 million visitor of your site.

1) if you have time and happened to travell Tibet, Bhutan and northn India on Himalaya-Kashmir and if you are luky enough to meet sages or sear and ask about Jesus, they will tell tell 'Jesus died naturally at his old age in Kashmir and was burried there.' thas what message said.
2) Bottam line message of VEDAS AND UPNISAD is " be frealess be fearless"
3) I'm sure you must have read Geeta. Krishna answered all question of Aurjna and explain in details lot more than this message and at the end in 18th chapter he said to Aurjna " do as you please" to understand Geeta require some spritual attain that he show what and how to do in 6th chapter of Geeta. after confoming your self you may rewise your oppinion. I can add more to clear your doubts.  It's2a.m, late in night. Feel free if any specific question you may have.

Thank you.


Dear Lalu,

I'm not going to debate with you about what you believe. Nothing is stopping you from going to any web site you want to visit and read whatever you want. There is no consensus opinion among Buddhist or Hindu "sages" that Christ lived to an old age in India. Yes, there are claims to that story and there are similar claims to Christ living out his life in Japan, in case you don't know. And Gardner says Christ lived out his life in France. All claims, without support of fact.

It's more than possible that other persons who possessed remarkable abilities were living in the areas described and they were later attributed to being Christ. It's hardly unusual for earlier societies, where you had a large majority who are illiterate, through story telling, to transform a local hero/healer into the Christ figure. I know of one such transformation that has made the rounds with Christ deniers: Apollonius of Tyana that some have claimed was the "real" Christ while the Biblical Christ is supposedly a "myth." The claim is ridiculous.

While Apollonius probably did exist in the first century and he apparently did have special abilities to heal etc, that doesn't mean that he was Christ. The Apollonius story comes from a single source, Philostratus, who wrote the Apollonius biography (on commission from an empress who built a temple dedicated to Apollonius) nearly 150 years after the fact. Philostratus lived in third century Cappadocia, an area where Christianity had ALREADY existed for some time. I doubt if Apollonius' biographer had any confusion or doubt about who Apollonius was and who Christ was, so I don't know why modern people would confuse the two-but some people do.

You seem to forget that the story of Christ was chronicled by FOUR different gospel writers and within a generation of Christ's death, at a time when scores of people were still alive who had seen Christ with their own eyes. You also fail to recognize that Christ's condemnation before Pilate, his scourging, and crucifixion were chronicled by historians of the Roman empire, who had no interest or belief in Christ as a "messiah" or any of that. They were simply noting 'routine business' of the empire that involved one of their regional governors, Pontius Pilate.

The topic of conversation is not about being "fearless". It's about attempts to misinform and rewrite the history of Jesus in order to conform with the deception agenda of the Illuminati as laid out in Project Blue Beam and the British Israel scheme. .

Sincerely, Ken


Subject: On Matthew's Veracity...
From: William
Date: Sun, August 5, 2007
To:   Editor

Hi Ken,

I've got so much to say and all I have is this tiny little box to say it in! I really enjoyed the lively discussion of the message from Matthew and "God."
Honestly, I was thinking there should have been a fanfare and rimshots. I almost expected "God" to say something like: "I just flew down from heaven and boy are my arms tired!" :} To say the message is from God doesn't add anything to its credibility; I mean, if you don't believe departed souls can communicate with the living, then you're also not going to believe that discarnate deities can (or are willing to) do it either. It would have sounded just as good coming from the source called Matthew.

I have some experience with a friend who died and later came through to me, first through a Ouija board and then through my girlfriend (now wife's) automatic writing. She never knew the guy, and from the things that were said, I have no doubt about the authenticity of the source. The communication went on for about two years, and amounted to about twenty pages of 10 pt. type with narrow margins. Most of the writing was an indecipherable scrawl, which I had to transcribe into my computer immediately, or else I would lose the meaning of it. I won't go into the content here; most of it applied to my particular situation at the time, and none of it was what anyone would consider earth-shatteringly profound. I think he was under some
sort of non-disclosure agreement about what really happens when you die.

I notice "God" refers to "Creator" many times in the passage. I guess there's a hierarchy here and we really aren't talking to the Boss after all.

One of the things "God" said had a distinct feel of deja vu about it: "The only"sin," if you will, is interfering with the growth of a soul, your own or anyone
else's,..." In the third edition of the AA "Big Book" there is a story called He Who Loses his Life, and in it the author says: "I have seen that there is only one law, the law of love, and there are only two sins; the first is to interfere with the growth of another human being, and the second is to interfere with one's own growth." That story was written some time in the fifties. I was also struck by the fact that God makes a surprising number of spelling errors;)
Anyway, that's my two cents' worth.



Hi William,

I've had first hand experience communicating with departed relatives and friends through mediums and have no doubt that departed people can communicate with us from beyond the grave. That's not in question.

I hope you also realize my reluctance and lack of enthusiasm to post that message concerning the veracity of Matthew's info. Most of Matthew's postings, I believe, are both true and inspirational. However, that 1%, or 2% or 5% or 10% that struck me as fraudulent, makes it impossible to endorse the source since I cannot ask people to trust a source that I do not trust myself. So the only recourse is to disavow my endorsement of the Matthew messages, remove them from my web site, and allow people to come to their own conclusions.

None of this makes me happy.

Sincerely, Ken


Subject: Re: The article "On Matthews Veracity..."
From: Joel
Date: Fri, August 10, 2007
To: Editor

Greetings: I have been reading and very much enjoying for several years now the materials you have been making available. A wonderful service that has been of significant help to me and many of my friends in maintaining our health and"sanity" in these "difficult" times.

I offer the following comments regarding the subject. I realize the "approach" discussed is very subjective,and perhaps even "questionable", but i feel that others may find it somewhat interesting and "helpful".

As are probably many others drawn to your site, i'm an "energy sensitive". I can feel/see, very clearly and distictly, the energies coming from people, places, things -- physical and otherwise. And, in respect of people, this is also the case with regard to those vibes attached to their writings.

As you know, some frequencies, the "high" ones, are healing, others, the "low" ones, are toxic. (This includes those emitted by persons, and their writings). I try to avoid the latter, of course. In a real sense, i judge the value and consciousness level of a given person, place, etc. based upon the vibe encountered.

Upon finishing the subject article I went to the Matthew website via the link provided. The frequency coming from the site was toxic in the extreme. Some of the worst vibes I've ever encountered from any site to date, and to some extent from any source, as well.

To be somewhat "sarcastic", the vibes are actually "lower" and more negative than those i "read" from "our VP's" photo, which are significantly unfortunate. Unpleasant in the extreme.

Had I seen the site without having first read the article I would have been equally as disturbed, I assure you.

While I would be very hesitant to say that my experience unequivocally indicates the presence of "evil" in view of the "energetic experience", I would certainly submit that there is certainly something amiss with those who are sufficiently closely associated with it so as to have their vibes attached to it. Such would include the person who wrote the material appearing on the first page, which is as far as I read.

I hope these comments are of some service.

With Best Regards,


Message from Matthew

August 1, 2007

[Guests on "Matthew and Friends" August 8 will be Mike Quinsey,, ET First Contact; and September 5, Alfred L. Webre,, universal politics, government and law.]


MATTHEW: Along with loving greetings comes my farewell for a while. My mother, Bob and their dog family are relocating, and traveling, moving preparations, resettling and collaborating on a book as part of an expanded mission will occupy all of my mother's time for an indefinite period. I ask that you please not write to her as her inbox is overflowing; during the past many months she has had little opportunity to answer emails, and those as far back as March will receive her attention first.

God and I discussed that this is a fine time for Him to speak to you via this means, and to give space for this as well as address the two subjects most prevalent in your emails, I shall comment only on those, and briefly. The first is the concerns about President Bush's executive order that permits the arrest of dissenters with his war policies and confiscation of their property. When you put that order into the context of what you know through our messages; the Internet's widening exposure of evidence of the administration's deception and wrongdoing; and the facts that major media are being forced to report because of growing public awareness and outcry, you can see that FEAR is the real intent of the desperate ones who conceived of the order. They know that there is no possibility whereby its wide-scale coverage can be achieved; however, they will try to entrap some individuals to "show-case" in an attempt to create fear throughout the populace. We urge you, DO NOT GO INTO FEAR! Remember what we have told you, that a lot of information, including on the Internet, is false and its intention is to create fear. Trust your intuition as to what is true and what is not, and do NOT fear ANY forthcoming grave-sounding projections or developments-we also have told you that you are innately well prepared to navigate bumps along the way. Everything in your world is moving in accordance with the energy invested in it, and whatever is based in darkness is
facing a short and increasingly bleak existence.

Second, and related to my previous sentence, is that the events known as "Fire the Grid" and "7-7-7" so successfully accomplished their purpose that Earth is glowing brilliantly in the profusion of light that you generated jointly with our benevolent space family. The light streaming to Earth from myriad points in the universe and mingling with your own has reached unprecedented measure, and while it may not soften the most hardened hearts and minds, the intensity is transmuting the remaining wisps of darkness and transforming its former strongholds into a global fortress of light.

God needs no words of introduction from me, and so now I leave you with the assurance that I and countless other souls in spirit and in body are lovingly and joyfully accompanying you every step of the way into Earth's Golden Age.


GOD: My dear Matthew, I too would like to think that I'm known well enough without any introduction, but certainly my thanks is in order for graciously letting me preempt your space, and to you, dear little Suzy, for your time in these busy days.

So then, good morning, all my beloved children! Call me whatever name you wish-I answer to all. Many of you have been wondering where I am while so much furor and ferocity is going on in your world. I am here to tell you that I'm right where I've been since Day One of this universe-everywhere!-and I have quite a bit to say about this.

To start, however paradoxical it may seem, the only constant anywhere is change. Your world is teeming with greater changes than ever before, and I assure you, you wouldn't want it any other way! Many who sensed a need to make changes are doing so confidently, but for some of you, moving out of the familiar space seems scary."Whatever will happen if I change my job or location or even my mate? Oh NO, not my beliefs too?!" You'll get on with what you chose to experience, that's what will happen. Is that so bad, that you'll get yourself out of a rut and get on with Life's Adventure that you signed up for?

Of course not everyone needs to change jobs or mates or relocate, but many DO need to change beliefs, and here are the first two if you believe that (1) Your individuality means you're separated from everyone else, and (2) I am the cosmic superpower that makes everything happen. You're definitely a unique individual, but also you're an inseparable part of me and all others everywhere, and it's ALL of us in this universe who make things happen.

Hmmmmm. So you're a bigger deal than you thought and maybe I'm not such a big deal after all. Not exactly, my dear ones. WE ARE, together, ONE amazing powerhouse with infinite and eternal potential-so yes, you better believe I AM powerful! And it's not because I control you-I don't. It's because you and all other life in this universe are my BEing in all your experiencing forms-collectively WE ARE this universe!

I have more to say about beliefs, but let's talk about why I don't control you, which is much like your idea that I let bad things happen to good people. This is how it goes: Creator, ruler of the cosmos-that's all the universes-gave you free will to express whatever you want to and gave us universe rulers a law we have to,  obey: Stay out of your soul parts' choices! Eons later Creator made the one exception to that law: "No nuclear wars anywhere," so now we rulers have the authority to stop all efforts to do that.

Otherwise, it's your choices all the way, and actually, that's an excellent basis for your multiple lifetimes around our universe. If you stray from the path you chose in your soul contracts-those pacts you make before you are born so you can grow beyond that stage of evolution-I can't mess with that, and you wouldn't want me to. If your birthright to make your own decisions suddenly went pooooof and I started mapping out every one of your lives, I believe I would hear howls of protest.

I do have a hand in this, though. Creator thoughtfully put a loophole in that free will law that lets me put conscience as an ingredient of your souls, and that's what can keep you on your straightaway path if you want it to. Like everything else, it's your choice to pay attention to it or ignore it. Conscience should come with a warning: Ignore me and I'll become extinct. Well, just as you don't come with copies of your soul contracts, you don't come with a warrantee on your conscience either. You have instinct, intuition, inspiration and a sense of honor, too-those are other ingredients I put in souls that also help you know what's right and what's wrong for you.

But-sometimes "but" is necessary, and this is a big one-what you may think is right may be wrong and vice versa. You don't consciously know what's in your contract, and you sure don't know what's in anyone else's. Your contract is your part of the pre-birth agreement made by the souls who want to be in on the "give-and-take" lifetime of shared experiences. The agreements provide growth opportunities for every soul, so you can see that they're all-around win-win situations.

So think about this: You (or they) chose to be on one end or the other of "bad" things and you (or they) did it for one of two reasons, both of which provide experiencing that balances other lifetimes, and balance is essential for soul growth. One, you (or they) needed to feel what it's like to endure hardships and others volunteered to provide the circumstances that let you (or them) do that. Or:"Been there, done that" and this time around you (or they) are the volunteer(s). You can call this karma if you like-just don't interpret this opportunity to achieve balance as a reward or a punishment for yourself or anyone else.

Something else you need to know about those agreements is that unconditional love is the basis on which ALL the souls fill their various roles. Out of love, some agree to be the "heavies" for those who choose the "rough way to go"-I explained the reason for this see-saw experiencing. The thing is, you've been stuck for only I know how long on this bumpy see-saw of third density, where deceit, tyranny, violence and corruption are part and parcel of everyday life. You're sick and tired of it, so this time around you chose-again!-to get out of it, and believe me, you wouldn't want me sticking my finger in and doing anything that might keep you in it! You have no idea of the domino effect if I meddled in just a few lives, no matter how good my intention! I'm not allowed to do that anyway.

Now, some of my children aren't on Earth to wind up their karma-or if you prefer, call this universal law Divine Grace-they're there to HELP all the rest of you do it. And you'd better be grateful that they are willing to temporarily leave their families and homelands in higher planes to help you fulfill your pre-birth choice to deal with third density and be done with it.

Since doing that may require you to make some changes, maybe you'll welcome more suggestions for going about that. Pay attention to what Matthew said about DON'T GO INTO FEAR! I'll add this: If you think you have any enemies, you'd better know that fear's by far the worst. From my point of view, it's your ONLY one, and I strongly suggest you give my opinion of this careful thought.

Then there's what you could consider the other end of the spectrum from fear: pettiness, that clutter-clatter of attitudes, interests and activity that keep you preoccupied with trivialities that aren't worth even one bean in the hill, yet have the power to prevent knowledgeable, sensible evaluations and decisions. Of course I know what your petty stuff is-we are ONE, remember?-and I'm suggesting that you sort through that vast heap of mindless TV programs and gossip sessions; pointless tiffs and jealousies; nit-picking, nagging and griping; letting mere curiosity rather than core interests occupy your thoughts; and worries about "what if" and rumors of dire possibilities.

Now if those include your enjoyments, I'm not criticizing you-I'm simply giving you motherly-fatherly advice: Compare how much time and energy you spend in those pursuits with how much you devote to LIGHTening your mind, body and spirit. Say, to conversations or correspondence with like-minded folks, or to the silence and solitude that ease the pressure of daily responsibilities. Playing with your families and animals, smiling and laughing, listening to melodious music or reading something that expands your mind, or connecting with the beauty of Nature. Seeing and feeling thankful for the blessings in your life and going within your deepest self and listening to the song of your soul.

"But I'm already too busy!" won't cut it, my dear children. What I've just mentioned is restorative, rejuvenating, energizing and essential for balance in your days and within you. When you oust pettiness in its many forms, and I may have forgotten some, there IS time for uplifting experiences.

Another thing is, "Judge not."-some things in the Bible are right. You do know that I don't ever judge you, don't you? "Judgment day"-I don't care much for that term-is when you review your past lifetime in the context of ALL your lifetimes, see where you need to improve things, and based on that you choose what to put in your soul contract for the next time around. Anyway, not judging is a key to helping self and each other evolve and so is gratitude. Feeling thankful for the help is as important as not judging the helpers. That doesn't ever mean approving of greed or viciousness or violence-you certainly don't have to do that! Gratitude is acknowledging and appreciating that some of you agreed to play the "heavies" because others need that to wrap up their last remnants of third density. It would be good, too, if you also feel thankful that you wanted and were selected to participate in this magnificent time of Earth's entry into the Golden Age.

"Golden" because only light will prevail on Earth, and how she will rejoice! She is a beloved part of me just as you are yourself, and what a price she paid to give her humankind many, many, MANY chances to get it right and "see the light"-it nearly cost her planetary life. I'll tell you more about that, but the point here is, she's giving all of you this one last chance to wake up and wise up. Part of that is, you have to stop confusing religion with spirituality, and that brings us back to beliefs.

I'm not saying that all of you are clinging to beliefs that are based on false teachings, but if you believe that your religion is better than all the others, listen up. My messengers whom you attach to the various religions didn't set those up. In a nutshell, the very concept of religion came from the thoughts of dark ones off-planet, and today's religious teachings are based on what a few of my self-serving parts on the planet said a long time ago: If you don't obey God-or some other name they gave me-you're doomed, and they said that was "My Word." Those few folks wanted to control everyone else, so they wrote the rules of "obedience" that spell "doom" to falterers. And I have to tell you, Christianity is THE major digresser from the truth that my messenger came to give. Yes, the one you call Jesus, and oh my! how they changed his life from the actual to the fictional-it's hard to know where to begin to set the story straight.

The FACT is that Jesus was never put on a cross, so there was no crucifixion or resurrection. That rather blows the whole foundation of Christian dogma, doesn't it? For how, then, could it be that "he gave his life to save sinners"? Sinners means the whole lot of you, according to those who came up with the idea that everyone is"born into sin." Oh dear me! The only "sin," if you will, is interfering with the growth of a soul, your own or anyone else's, and the result is DEvolution with as many more chances as needed NOT to do that.

Then there's Mary Magdalene- how wretchedly the Bible portrays her! She was Jesus' wife and ultimate soulmate, and after the Sanhedrin flogged her husband and warned him to get out of their territory-they didn't want to make him a martyr as that would give impetus to his teachings-they went to the East where Jesus had spent the"lost" years learning from the masters how to perform "miracles" and where he knew his family was safe. He and Mary had a happy family there, and years later they all traveled to the West and settled in what now is France. Eventually Jesus returned to the East and along the way continued teaching My REAL Word-the Bible includes some of that, but everything in the early records didn't support the self-serving ones' cause got left out-and he lived to a ripe old age. Although in their later years he and his adored Mary were apart in body, they were so highly attuned
spiritually that they were together then, as now and evermore, in spirit and celestial visitations.

Later leaders of the Roman Catholic faith made up absurdities like "the only son of God," "virgin birth" and "immaculate conception" and made layers of saints. They did that to put still more distance between "my ONLY son" and all my other children-and ME, who is ALL of you!-as well as making themselves the gate-keepers to heaven. Or hell. Actually, neither exists as portrayed, but that's another story.

Those leaders were greedy, too. In the centuries during and after Jesus' life, the same few people ran church and state, and along with unfair taxation of their poor countrymen, the church of Rome came up with a two-edged sword to cement their control: You can atone for your sins-they made those up too-if you confess and pay money, and a portion of everything you have must be given as well. That spread to other churches and you know it as tithing. Something else that church did now and again was demand of their priests sexual abstinence, as if denying that strong nature in humankind made them more "saintly," and you know what that led to. Then there were all those wars and inquisitions and brutal killings in my name!

Later movers and shakers of the Roman Catholic religion decreed that birth control is a sin and more recently, so is abortion. With the wanton killings they've caused or sanctioned throughout the ages, it's hardly sanctity of life that interests them. No, it's to keep the population growing that financially supports them and bows to their authority. From Day One of the papacy, the appointed one and his close circle have lived in opulence that has been paid for by the masses they brainwashed into believing that the church's rules came from ME.

If it sounds like I'm picking on that religion, it's because its headquarters, the Vatican, has been the biggest hotbed of darkness from its beginning. No other religion has it all right or all wrong either-strands of truth are in the "holy books," but the Bible is by far the most seriously distorted to keep unquestioning followers mesmerized. And while the original basis of individuals' faith may have been pure long ago, fanatical elements have defiled that purity to the extent that some of you think they represent the religion itself.

Realizing that EVERY soul is a precious and EQUAL part of me and I love each and every one unconditionally, let's look at the collective soul-selves "religiously." Fundamentalist Protestants say that unless you accept Jesus as your "lord and savior," you'll burn in hell for eternity-I notice that they tend to leave me out of it. Some congregations have split over accepting or scorning my beloved children who are homosexual by birth choice, and they choose it for good reason: It's an advanced stage of balanced masculine and feminine energies, and all my children experience those lifetimes as they progress toward androgyny. Islam is seen as rewarding its followers for "killing the infidels," and my women children are deemed inferior to my men children. Zionism, a political militant movement, hides behind the skirts of Judaism and cries "anti-Semitism"; and the pacifist Far Eastern religions, which have adhered most closely to my messengers' teachings, are deemed by the others as out of touch with reality. As if those painful departures from SPIRITUALITY aren't enough, this whole situation has become so befouled that even Satanism with its diabolical tortures and human sacrifice is an established religion.

It's been like the plaintiff wail of a broken record but with far harsher, far sadder effects as generation after generation, my Earth soul-selves have been mind-controlled by religious "authorities." Once the people were stuck in those clutches, governments and all other institutions that impact life on Earth easily became authority figures too. Souls come in with amazing intuition and the capacity to use common sense and reason wisely, but the collective influence of "authorities" dulled those abilities. My children bought into the rhetoric and obeyed the instructions, even when it meant being sent off to war after war, where billions have killed and been killed.

How did that whole sad state of affairs come about? It was the work of the off-planet dark force that is without conscience, without light except the spark of viability. That force "captured" my weak-willed children of Earth who got caught up in the lure of power and money and, performing as the force's puppets, they kept all the rest of my children in the bondage of fear, poverty and ignorance. The souls' need for balanced experiencing kept it going until now-that ages-old merry-go-round is stopping. There's more to say about that, but I want to give you a good example of ignorance.

"All life began in the sea and apes are humans' ancestors." OH?! I'm not saying that primitive sea life and apes and their relatives aren't parts of me, but can't you see how DEMEANING the very idea is that that is how I started you, my HUMAN souls?! You credit me-well, some of you do-with making you "in my own image," and I assure you, my drawing board didn't start with you as amoebas, some of which I"inspired" to move to dry land and grow into apes, and then I picked which ones of those I wanted to become humans. Your ancestors are such highly spiritual and intelligent beings that you can't even imagine it! Yes, your "theory of evolution" was in there somewhere, but not as you understand it. Nothing's "black or white" the way you think.

Now about the price Earth paid for enduring the darkness throughout the millennia of the insidious workings of religions and other sources of near equal dark persuasion. She kept giving her own light to sustain the lives of her humankind as they slaughtered each other and destroyed and polluted her Nature until all the bloodshed and devastation nearly claimed her own body, your planet home. Her soul, which stayed in its high plane of origin as her body spiraled downward into low third density, was in deep sorrow and despair. Her planetary self survived because she cried out for help and my children in civilizations far advanced from you spiritually, intellectually and technologically-yes, some are your ancestors!-rushed to infuse Earth's body with their light so it could survive. She wanted to give you this one last chance to open your minds, "light up" your consciousness and shake free from the shackles of that dark force.

And this brings us to why that LONG merry-go-round ride that you're sick and tired of is stopping. So is my beloved Earth fed up with it! She's on the fast track out of third density where, until recently, the darkness has been quite successful, but its time is up-the dark force "has left the building," so to say. Only the lingering effects of its influence on its Earth puppets remain and those are fading fast. The truths "coming to light" are exposing once-hidden agenda, and by the impartial law of physics regarding form and frequencies, the puppet's refusal to accept the light will cause their demise along Earth's ascension path. Your dear planet is homeward bound to her soul's blissful plane, and all who go with her will live in harmonious cooperation with your benevolent "space" family. The trip ticket is free, but with strings: You need to know and live the TRUTH of who WE ARE. This isn't complex-it's as simple as paying attention to what your soul is telling you!"Going within" automatically connects you consciously with soul-self-that's you and me-and all the rest follows naturally.

I never take sides-how could I when I'm ALL of you!-but I do have my druthers, and I'd love to have all my children choose to live together peacefully. So I hope you will believe what I've said and act on it, but I can't make you-it's always been your choice to believe what you want, do what you want. All I can do is add my voice to the messengers who have told you the very same things through their Earth receivers. What will happen if you don't believe us? What will happen to the souls who will never know about our messages? They will go to a placement attuned to the energy they put forth in deeds and motives throughout the lifetime.

Some will journey with Earth because they are living in "godly" ways simply by heeding their souls' messages. They live from their hearts, where unconditional love, kindness, honor, truth, compassion and desire to help others lie.

Some will go through it again-the tyranny, violence, corruption, lies, the hold of religions-and they'll come in with the brain power to question and reason, yet another chance to break free of dark control. But not on Earth. There are other third density places in our universe where rampant disrespect for life will go on until all my soul parts know the truth of their god- and goddess-selves.

And some will DEvolve and start over from scratch. They're the ones who persist in choosing darkness over LOVE, the same Creator Source energy as light. Constantly light will be beamed to those souls, who will start with only basic instinct, and when they accept the light, they'll recall a smidgeon of intelligence. As they accept more light, they will remember a modicum of reasoning ability, and so on and so on. This isn't punishment, it's a chance for those parts of me to start over without even a hint of darkness.

It's quite a lot to think about, isn't it? There is time, my beloveds, but frankly, not much, to decide what you want. Whatever that is, I will honor it, and if it's help, ask and it shall be given!



Suzanne Ward

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